Deserve It
Love's Regret: Noah Andres' Melancholic Reflections
Lyrics
I forgot how to fall in love
I've lost the ability to experience love.
Yeah this pain's more than two months
The emotional pain has persisted for more than two months.
I've been trying but I can't ignore
I've been attempting, but I can't avoid acknowledging.
Yeah I need your touch now
I now crave your physical contact.
I know I've hurt you many times
I am aware that I have hurt you on numerous occasions.
Yeah you probably wanna go cry no
You probably want to cry due to my actions.
This is my fault like a hundred times yeah
I acknowledge that I am at fault many times.
If you want to yeah it's ok
If you choose to, it's acceptable.
If you wanna hurt me I know that I deserve it
If you decide to hurt me, I understand that I deserve it.
It's ok if I'm the one who's hurting
It's acceptable if I am the one experiencing pain.
Yeah I'm sorry that I am not better
I apologize for not being a better person.
If you wanna hurt me I know that I deserve it
If you choose to hurt me, I acknowledge that I deserve it.
I forgot how to cry in your arms
I've forgotten how to express sorrow while in your embrace.
This pain's here for too long
This emotional pain has lingered for an extended period.
I've been trying but I can't open up
I've been trying, but I can't be emotionally vulnerable.
Yeah I need your love now
I now need your love.
If you wanna hurt me I know that I deserve it
If you decide to hurt me, I understand that I deserve it.
It's ok if I'm the one who's hurting
It's acceptable if I am the one experiencing pain.
Yeah I'm sorry that I am not better
I apologize for not being a better person.
If you wanna hurt me I know that I deserve it
If you choose to hurt me, I acknowledge that I deserve it.
Hold on
Hold on.
Maybe I've been holding on
Perhaps, I've been holding on for too long.
Too long
It's time to let go.
Tell me did we fall out of
Did our love fade away?
Love now
I don't have any connection with love now.
I ain't got no business catching
I shouldn't be catching these emotions.
Feels now
I lack the right to experience these feelings.
Lord knows I don't deserve this
I acknowledge that I don't deserve this pain.
I know I've hurt you many times
I am aware that I have hurt you on numerous occasions.
Yeah you probably wanna go cry no
You probably want to cry due to my actions.
This is my fault like a hundred times yeah
I acknowledge that I am at fault many times.
If you want to yeah it's ok
If you choose to, it's acceptable.
If you wanna hurt me I know that I deserve it
If you decide to hurt me, I understand that I deserve it.
It's ok if I'm the one who's hurting
It's acceptable if I am the one experiencing pain.
Yeah I'm sorry that I am not better
I apologize for not being a better person.
If you wanna hurt me I know that I deserve it
If you choose to hurt me, I acknowledge that I deserve it.
If you wanna hurt me I know that I deserve it
If you decide to hurt me, I understand that I deserve it.
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