Lyrics
You're the pretty one
You are the attractive and desirable person
I could tell that from the start
It was evident from the beginning
I was skipping class just to see your face it warmed my cold heart
I used to skip class just to see your face, and it brought warmth to my cold heart
Made things a lot more bearable
Your presence made things more bearable
Now no one is comparable
There's no one else comparable to what we had
To what we had it's unbeatable
Our connection was unbeatable
But now that you're gone I'm feeling extra dull
Now that you're gone, I feel exceptionally dull
Maybe if I thought this out, I could be with you now
If I had thought things through, I might be with you now
Trying to conversate when every time you shoot me down
Attempting to communicate, but you reject me every time
Try to run away, every single day
Trying to escape every day
But now your leash is tighter choking you til you can't breathe
Your control over me is tighter now, suffocating me
How could I fuck up this bad you were the best that I had
Regretting a significant mistake; you were the best I ever had
How could i fuck up this bad you were the best that I had
Repetition of regret for messing up the best relationship
But I'm not alright
Expressing emotional distress, not feeling okay
No I'm not okay
Continuation of emotional struggle, not feeling alright
I'm the silly one
Considering oneself as foolish
Thought I could have you all to myself
Thought I could have you exclusively, but reality is different
But bleeding eyes want something more than some musician crybaby
Expressing frustration that intense emotions are more appealing than a sensitive musician
He's the better man
Acknowledging someone else as a better partner
I'm the shitty plan
Feeling like a flawed plan or choice
He's the macho man
Comparing oneself negatively to a more masculine figure
I'm not even a man
Expressing a lack of confidence in one's own masculinity
Maybe if I thought this out I could be with you now
Reflecting on missed opportunities, contemplating being together
Trying to conversate when every time you shoot me down
Despite efforts to communicate, facing constant rejection
Try to run away every single day
Attempting to escape from the situation daily
But now your leash is tighter choking you til you can't breathe
Feeling increasingly suffocated and controlled
How could I fuck up this bad you were the best that I had
Repeating the regret of a significant mistake with the best person in their life
How could I fuck up this bad you were the best that I had
Reiteration of regret for losing the best relationship
But I'm not alright
Continued expression of emotional distress, not feeling alright
No I'm not okay
Continued emotional struggle, not feeling okay
I'm just one call away from seeing your face
Desperation to see the person's face, yearning for escape from the current situation
Get me out of this place
Expressing a strong desire to leave the current unpleasant circumstances
Get me out of this hell
Intense plea to escape from a difficult situation
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