Lyrics
Just staring off into space again
Contemplating and introspecting, lost in thought.
What am I looking for?
Questioning the purpose or goal of the contemplation.
Maybe a cigarette might calm me down or,
Suggesting a desire for a coping mechanism, like smoking.
Keep me warm
Possibly seeking comfort or solace.
Maybe a drink might be able,
Considering the numbing effect of alcohol.
To tell me that I might be able,
Seeking reassurance that the journey can be undertaken alone.
To do this alone.
Doubting the feasibility of facing challenges alone.
They're probably both wrong.
Skepticism about the effectiveness of suggested coping methods.
Why should I wait? (I hate this feeling)
Questioning the need to endure a difficult situation.
For my mistakes (They're tearing me up inside)
Expressing frustration with personal errors causing inner turmoil.
Ooh, my head is a mess
Describing mental turmoil and inner conflict.
Dressed in guilt, tilted left.
Symbolic representation of guilt and its burden.
And when I straighten this out, I'll find the rest
Commitment to resolving internal conflicts and facing consequences.
And wear it on my chest.
Willingness to display one's struggles openly.
So the world can see,
Desire for the world to see and understand personal struggles.
Everything that has been happening to me
Acknowledgment of life events and experiences.
There's nothing to hide anymore
Embracing transparency and honesty.
They're breaking through my front door.
Feeling overwhelmed and invaded by external influences.
Why should I wait? (I hate this feeling)
Reiterating the question of enduring difficulty.
For my mistakes (They're tearing me up inside)
Linking mistakes to internal turmoil.
I waited too long to find the things
Regret for delaying important discoveries or realizations.
Taking the life away from this.
Reflecting on the negative impact on life experiences.
You couldn't care that life was this
Indicating a lack of concern for the quality of life.
Without all the shit you covered it with
Critiquing the masking of life's essence with negative influences.
I'm waiting to roam, to find the things
Anticipation of exploring and discovering meaningful aspects of life.
Taking the life, away from best
Acknowledgment of the impact on the best parts of life.
You couldn't care that, life would exist
Indifference to the existence of life without addressing its challenges.
Without all the shit you, covered it with
Criticizing the masking of life's true essence with negativity.
Why should I wait? (I hate this feeling)
Repeating the question of enduring difficulty.
For my mistakes (They're tearing me up inside)
Reiterating the impact of personal errors on inner well-being.
Why should I wait, wait for
Persisting uncertainty about waiting for a solution.
Something to point me the right way.
Seeking guidance or direction in a challenging situation.
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