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I say I don't mind anymore
I express that I no longer care
But it comes back like Driftwood
My indifference resurfaces like driftwood
And I'm on the shore
I find myself on the shore, facing the issue
Swim out to the sea
I venture into the sea
I don't want to be me
I dislike my own identity
I'd rather float to the bottom
Preferably, I'd rather sink to the depths
And spend my life how I please
I desire to live life on my terms
See my life float away on a piece of driftwood
Observing my life drift away like driftwood
Stare at the shoreline
Gazing at the shoreline with uncertainty
Afraid of getting left alone
Fearing isolation, hesitant to be left alone
And I've called your phone
I've attempted to contact you
About a hundred times
Repeatedly calling your phone
And I judge too much and say what I would
I tend to be judgmental and vocal about my hypothetical actions
Do in a situation
Discussing what I would do in a given situation
As if it mattered anyway
Realizing the insignificance of such discussions
So it goes, even if it comes back to bite me
Accepting consequences, even if they are unfavorable
I'll be fine
Assuring myself that I will be okay
Don't wanna cross any lines
Avoiding the crossing of boundaries
Tell me what I should be,
Seeking guidance on who I should become
Whatever sounds good and sweet
Willing to conform to what sounds pleasing
Without a thought, I'll shape up
Readily adapting without much thought
And take the plunge to the deep
Committing to a significant change or decision
See my life float away on a piece of driftwood
Witnessing my life drifting away on driftwood
Stare at the shoreline
Contemplating the shoreline with apprehension
Afraid of getting left alone
Fearing the possibility of being abandoned
And I've called your phone
Reiterating attempts to connect by calling your phone
About a hundred times
A persistent effort with numerous calls
And I judge too much and say what I would
Expressing judgment and verbalizing my hypothetical responses
Do in a situation
Discussing what I would do in a hypothetical situation
As if it mattered anyway
Recognizing the futility of such discussions
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