Tweaker
Heart's Rebellion: Battling Demons Within
Lyrics
My heart is pounding out my chest
Feeling intense anxiety or fear, a strong physical sensation due to stress or panic
Someday I know its gonna kill me
A belief that the anxiety or stress will eventually lead to self-destruction
Go into cardiac arrest
Anticipating a sudden failure or breakdown of the heart
Im alone alone no one will find me
Being in a state of isolation, feeling unreachable or unaided
I feel a burning in my skin
Sensation of discomfort or agitation, possibly linked to anxiety or distress
Running up and down my body
Feeling of discomfort spreading throughout the body
But still I take another sip
Continuing a harmful behavior despite awareness of its potential consequences
Someday I know its gonna kill me
Belief that the continuation of harmful behavior will result in self-destruction
Its taken off with my head
Feeling overwhelmed or controlled by a situation or emotion
Now I'm down in the gutter I'm stuck again
Feeling stuck in a difficult or unfavorable situation
Found my grip but slipped instead
Regaining control briefly but losing it again
As for now, I can see there's something
Recognizing that something is influencing thoughts or actions
Taking full control of me
Feeling completely under the influence or control of something
And Its in my head
The influence or control is primarily mental or psychological
Another cloud into my lungs
Inhaling substances causing a darkening impact on the lungs
They're growing darker every minute
Progressively worsening effects on the lungs due to harmful substances
Another morning coughing blood
Coughing blood as a consequence of a harmful habit, disregarding reasons to stop
Forget the reason I should quit it
Ignoring rational motivations to discontinue the harmful behavior
The tar is building, piling up
Accumulation of detrimental substances, oddly not feeling aversion towards it
For some odd reason i don't hate it
Surprisingly not feeling dislike towards the harmful substance buildup
But still I can't get enough
Continued craving for the harmful substance despite awareness of consequences
My friends are gonna have to face it
Acknowledgment that friends will have to confront the situation
Its taken off with my head
Feeling overwhelmed or controlled by a situation or emotion (repeated)
Now I'm down in the gutter I'm stuck again
Feeling stuck in a difficult or unfavorable situation (repeated)
Found my grip but slipped instead
Regaining control briefly but losing it again (repeated)
As for now, I can see there's something
Recognizing that something is influencing thoughts or actions (repeated)
Taking full control of me
Feeling completely under the influence or control of something (repeated)
And Its in my head
The influence or control is primarily mental or psychological (repeated)
Its taken off with my head
Feeling overwhelmed or controlled by a situation or emotion (repeated)
Now I'm down in the gutter I'm stuck again
Feeling stuck in a difficult or unfavorable situation (repeated)
Found my grip but slipped instead
Regaining control briefly but losing it again (repeated)
As for now, I can see there's something
Recognizing that something is influencing thoughts or actions (repeated)
Taking full control of me
Feeling completely under the influence or control of something (repeated)
And Its in my head
The influence or control is primarily mental or psychological (repeated)
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