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Mornings hitting harder than they
Mornings are emotionally challenging.
Should have done another one of those nights
Regret for the activities of the previous night.
Lights feeling brighter than usual
Perception of lights is intensified, possibly due to emotional state.
But that was my usual i'm used to this
Current situation is familiar, and the person has adapted to it.
Soon I'll be alright soon I'll be alright
Optimism about improvement in the future.
I told myself that it was ordinary
Downplaying the severity of the situation as ordinary.
Ordering my thoughts justifying my mistakes
Organizing thoughts and justifying past mistakes.
Shielding myself from the truth
Avoiding facing the truth.
Externalising all my issues
Blaming external factors for personal issues.
Excusing my intake
Rationalizing substance intake.
Measures for the weight ay
Introduction to coping mechanisms for the emotional burden.
These are my measures for the weight
Reiteration of coping mechanisms for the emotional burden.
Close the blinds
Seeking isolation from external influences.
Shield myself from the outside
Using physical barriers to shield from the outside world.
Another one of those days
Another challenging day.
Collapsing, my back hit's the mattress
Physical and emotional collapse.
I thought I was past this
Surprise at experiencing difficulties again.
Distraction's my only еscape
Distraction is the only relief from problems.
My only escape from what I'm facing
Using distraction to escape from facing reality.
Ignoring modеration
Disregarding moderation in behavior.
I push myself beyond what I can take
Pushing personal limits beyond what is sustainable.
Dissatisfied until my heart is racing
Continued dissatisfaction until experiencing physical effects.
Can barely stand i'm shaking
Physical and emotional breakdown.
Exhausted and my whole body aches
Complete exhaustion and pain throughout the body.
Measures for the weight ay
Reiteration of coping mechanisms for the emotional burden.
These are my measures for the weight
-Measures for the weight
Repetition of the need for coping mechanisms.
These are my measures for the weight
Repetition of the coping mechanisms for the emotional burden.
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