Lyrics
Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded
Reflecting on the present time, feeling alone, and engaging in substance use (getting faded).
So faded
Reiteration of the emotional state of being heavily intoxicated or influenced by substances.
Killing time, I ask myself, will I ever make it?
Contemplating the concept of time and questioning the possibility of achieving success or fulfillment.
I won't make it
Expressing doubt about the likelihood of achieving success or desired goals.
Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded
Similar to the first line, reiterating the experience of feeling alone and using substances.
So faded
Repeating the feeling of being heavily intoxicated or under the influence.
Thinking to myself, how could I ever change it?
Reflecting on personal circumstances and expressing a desire for change.
And I hate it
Conveying a strong dislike or frustration with the current situation.
My worlds been dark, I don't sleep at night
Describing a period of personal darkness and insomnia.
I do shit so wrong but it feels so right
Acknowledging wrongful actions that bring a sense of satisfaction.
You can see my eyes, look at me, I've lied
Admitting to deceit through the eyes and non-verbal cues.
If it makes you feel good you can take my life
Offering one's life figuratively for the pleasure or benefit of others.
Better off alone, so lets face it
Expressing a preference for solitude, suggesting independence.
I am the poison you tasted
Identifying oneself as a negative influence or a harmful element.
I feel my mind start breaking
Noting a mental struggle or deterioration.
You shouldn't bear my hatred
Warning against experiencing the speaker's negativity or resentment.
Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded
Repeating the theme of feeling alone and using substances to cope.
So faded
Reiterating the emotional state of being heavily intoxicated or influenced by substances.
Killing time, I ask myself, will I ever make it?
Repeating the contemplation of time and the uncertainty of achieving success.
I won't make it
Restating the doubt about the likelihood of achieving success or desired goals.
Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded
Similar to the first and fifth lines, emphasizing feeling alone and using substances.
So faded
Reiterating the feeling of being heavily intoxicated or under the influence.
Thinking to myself, how could I ever change it?
Continuing to reflect on personal circumstances and a desire for change.
And I hate it
Reiterating a strong dislike or frustration with the current situation.
Yeah, oh why, oh why
Posing a question about why someone continues to stay despite destructive behavior.
Do you stay with me
Questioning the loyalty or commitment of someone staying with the speaker.
Even though you know, that I burn everything
Acknowledging destructive behavior that affects everything.
Ain't no difference in you and them
Asserting that there is no significant difference between the speaker and others.
All the same without a soul to give
Claiming a lack of individuality or soul.
You live your life for the fame and gold
Highlighting a contrast in life priorities: fame and gold versus a desire for a new world.
I'll live my life for a brand new world
Expressing a commitment to a different life path and values.
Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded
Repeating the theme of feeling alone and using substances to cope.
So faded
Reiterating the emotional state of being heavily intoxicated or influenced by substances.
Killing time, I ask myself, will I ever make it?
Repeating the contemplation of time and the uncertainty of achieving success.
I won't make it
Restating the doubt about the likelihood of achieving success or desired goals.
Nowadays when I sit alone and I get faded
Similar to the first and fifth lines, emphasizing feeling alone and using substances.
So faded
Reiterating the feeling of being heavily intoxicated or under the influence.
Thinking to myself, how could I ever change it?
Continuing to reflect on personal circumstances and a desire for change.
And I hate it
Reiterating a strong dislike or frustration with the current situation.
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