Lyrics
Aight, last take
Acknowledgment that this is the final recording attempt.
I don't even know what I'm trying to say
Expressing uncertainty about the intended message.
But, I'm just goin' rap like how I used to
Commitment to rap in a familiar style.
Yeah, look
Introduction to the content to follow.
The weed spark only 'cause the tree large
Starting with the effect of smoking a large quantity of weed.
Enough for us to seek darkness
Enough darkness provided by the ample amount of weed.
Shaded by the money, let the green bark
Money's influence creating a shield, likened to tree bark.
Teeth marks, right above my neck stains
Symbolic description of pressures or struggles leaving marks.
Bitches tryna peep me with their eyes below my chest
People's attention directed to specific body parts, likely objectifying.
Inhale to exhale, then catch another breath
Relief through inhaling and exhaling, seeking stability.
I see where they headed, as if they barely passed the test
Observation of others' direction in life, possibly lacking certainty.
Shit, I feel the disconnect when sailin' by myself
Sense of detachment while navigating life's journey.
Had me sellin' O's for wealth
Previous involvement in illegal activities for wealth.
Now I'm barely over zealous for my hobbies or Chanel No. five on my bitch body
Less enthusiastic about passions or luxurious items.
I'm sick probably by the way I pop prescriptions like it's written by the
Dependency on prescribed medications affecting health.
One directin' my health, the one directed to Hell
Conflicting influences on health, possibly negative.
You ever wonder if the Heaven's still accepting ourselves
Contemplation about acceptance and salvation after life.
Don't get upset when they figure you out
Warning against discomfort upon being understood or exposed.
You're insecure all about
Feeling insecure about various aspects of life.
Was the money, women, drug talk initially routed?
Questioning the initial motives behind discussions of money, women, and drugs.
With puddles running down, while you itchin' for clout
Describing a desperate attempt for attention and recognition.
Forget the ones you share your blood with
Disregard for family bonds, expecting no emotional attachment.
Won't even shed a tear when they gone
Emotional detachment from the passing of loved ones.
A week at most spent, you wept, then smeared and forgot
Quick recovery from grieving, implying a lack of emotional connection.
Or is it just me I struggle with?
Personal struggle with emotional connections and detachment.
Long as the swishers huddlin' near
Comfort found in being surrounded by familiar elements.
I'll never be lost, I'll never feel lost, I'm gone
Claiming to be beyond feeling lost.
'Cause the pain don't stop
Acknowledging persistent pain or suffering.
Pray the Lord to save me 'fore my brain goin' rot
Seeking salvation from mental deterioration or anguish.
Numbin' all the way, so I never cry alone
Using substances to numb emotional pain and avoid solitude.
Even though we know we die alone
Reflection on the inevitability of facing death alone.
Man the name's all I got, like
Identity tied to the given name.
'Cause the pain don't stop
Reiteration of persistent pain or suffering.
Pray the Lord to save me 'fore my brain goin' rot
Desire for salvation from mental decline.
Numbin' all the way, so I never cry alone
Continuing to use numbing methods to avoid facing emotions alone.
Even though we know we die alone
Acknowledging the solitary nature of death.
Man the name's all I got
Emphasis on the significance of one's name.
I'm gone
Reiteration of a state of departure or detachment.
Yeah, I'm gone, I'm gone
Reinforcing the feeling of departure or detachment.
Yeah, and I'm gone
Continued emphasis on departure or detachment.
And I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
Repetition emphasizing departure or detachment.
I'm gone
Final declaration of departure or detachment.
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