Lyrics
With all these torture fantasies, and uncontrollable rage
Expressing inner turmoil with disturbing thoughts and intense anger.
My own imagination is best kept caged
Preferring to restrain one's own imaginative, potentially harmful thoughts.
That's why it's better if I retreat from every dark obstacle
Choosing to avoid challenging situations and withdraw from darkness.
Into my night-black chapel of chemicals
Retreating into a metaphorical chapel filled with substances to cope.
Forget me, forget me
Asking to be forgotten, signaling a desire to be left alone.
You're too late
Indicating that the request to be forgotten has come too late.
For the wake
Suggesting it's too late for any emotional response or mourning.
People are the main trigger for all my worst attributes
Pointing out that interactions with people trigger negative traits.
So I'll contain my horror in solitude
Choosing isolation to prevent negative emotions and reactions.
I probably should, but it feels like too much work to just die
Contemplating the difficulty of ending one's life due to perceived effort.
I mean, would it be worth the effort if I tried
Raising questions about the value of the effort required for self-harm.
Forget me, forget me
Reiterating the desire to be forgotten, emphasizing lateness in realizing this.
You're too late
Reiterating that the plea to be forgotten has been ignored for too long.
For the wake
Highlighting the futility of mourning or reacting at this point.
Forget me, forget me
Repeating the plea to be forgotten, emphasizing an even greater delay.
You're way too late
Stressing an extended delay and indicating an irreversible situation.
For the wake
Concluding that it's too late for any formal recognition or response.
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