Suffocate Me
Alone in Silence: Unveiling the Suffocating Shadows
Lyrics
I'm cursed to walk this earth alone
I feel cursed to live my life in solitude.
embalming pictures of every one I used to know
I preserve memories of everyone I once knew through embalming pictures.
I can't understand the words you say
I struggle to comprehend the words spoken to me.
when I've been drinking
Communication becomes challenging when I'm under the influence of alcohol.
I buried them inside and tossed away the key
I've internalized my emotions, burying them and locking away the key.
It's times like this that bring me down
Difficult moments bring me down emotionally.
bring me down pull me down
I experience a downward pull during challenging times.
hard for me to save me now I rather drown
It's hard for me to save myself, and I contemplate drowning instead.
here we go I'm starting to float away
I feel detached and begin to drift away.
It's not like me to say the words you need
I struggle to express the words you need to hear.
now I can't breathe I'm suffocating me
I'm suffocating, unable to breathe.
I can't stand up I'm on my knees
I find myself on my knees, unable to stand up.
prayers hurry please I'm suffocating me
I plea for prayers to help me in my suffocating state.
I feel the teeth inside my heart
I sense a deep emotional pain, likened to teeth inside my heart.
slowly waiting it's crushing light will it wash these tears away
I'm slowly waiting for a crushing light to wash away my tears.
I never tried to help myself when I've been faded
I've neglected self-help when I've been in a faded state.
I lie to good and always find a vile way
Despite lying to the good, I consistently find destructive ways.
I'll just dip my hands inside the flames
I metaphorically immerse my hands in the flames, seeking reassurance.
everything will be ok
I believe that everything will be okay despite the challenges.
it's only blessed if I'm not betrayed
Blessings only exist if I'm not betrayed by others.
I am Suffocating
I am currently experiencing suffocation, both physically and emotionally.
I am Suffocating
The feeling of suffocation persists.
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