Crawl
Navigating Life's Maze: Unveiling the Depths in Oblivion Dust's 'Crawl'
Lyrics
I woke up thinking how I've never had a good time
I woke up contemplating the absence of enjoyable experiences in my life.
I seem to lack the kind of life that everybody has
I feel like I'm missing out on the typical life that everyone else seems to have.
I gotta have it, I gotta have it
I strongly desire to experience a particular perfect emotion that everyone else experiences.
The perfect feeling that everybody has
The ideal feeling that is universally felt by others.
A little confused
I am a bit perplexed.
To why I continue
I question why I persist in allowing negative influences to affect me.
To let the maggots enter me and live
I continue to let negativity invade me and take root.
I better sterilize my heart today
I should cleanse and purify my emotions today.
I better sanitize my mind again
I should cleanse and purify my thoughts once again.
And when I crawl
During difficult times,
I bleed like an angel
I suffer emotionally, akin to the pain felt by an angel.
Suicide
The mention of suicide, possibly metaphorical, suggesting a struggle but not actual death.
I'll never die because I haven't lived cause it's
I feel like I haven't truly lived, making death irrelevant in my current state.
Something I could never find
There's something elusive that I have been unable to discover.
Something I could never find
Repetition emphasizing the elusive nature of the unknown.
I'm ripped up by all that I've found
I am emotionally torn by the experiences I've encountered.
Something aims at me from up in the sky
An external force seems to target me from above.
I'm still confused
I remain confused about my ongoing existence.
To why I continue
I question the purpose of persisting with each passing day.
With every day I change a little more
Every day brings about a gradual change in my being.
I have to fabricate myself today
I feel the need to construct a new version of myself today.
I have to recreate myself again
I must recreate and redefine who I am once again.
Maybe my fault that I never really opened up
It might be my fault for not truly expressing myself.
Take away every last piece of life cause it's
Remove every remaining piece of life, as it's something I cannot grasp.
Something I could never find
Reiteration of the elusive nature of a particular experience.
Something I could never find
Repetition emphasizing the ongoing difficulty in finding that elusive something.
Something I could never find
Continuation of the theme, expressing the ongoing search for the unattainable.
Something I could never find
Further emphasis on the persistent inability to find that elusive something.
Could never find
The ongoing struggle and inability to find the desired experience.
Could never find
Repetition underscoring the ongoing difficulty in finding what is sought.
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