Lyrics
He’s just a bitter sweet boy
Expressing the complex nature of the boy, combining bitterness and sweetness.
Who got lost on his way back home
The boy is lost and struggling to find his way back home, metaphorically or literally.
And I wonder if he’s alright
Expressing concern about the well-being of the boy.
Haven’t heard from him in quite a while
Not having heard from the boy for a significant period, indicating a sense of distance or disconnect.
I always thought he is so kind
Previous positive impression of the boy as kind.
When he smiles everything seems to be just fine
The boy's smile used to bring a sense of positivity and normalcy.
But I guess with time things change
Acknowledging that change is inevitable with the passage of time.
It gets harder every day
Highlighting the increasing difficulty in dealing with life's challenges.
And I blame myself
Expressing self-blame for the current situation.
I can’t look at myself
Unable to face oneself due to the perceived responsibility for the boy's condition.
I wish I could be somebody else (2X)
Expressing a desire to escape one's own identity and circumstances.
Oh my body feels so wrong
Suggesting discomfort or dissatisfaction with one's own physical being.
Will I ever feel like I belong
Pondering on the possibility of ever feeling a sense of belonging.
Thought there would be so much more / thought I could be so much more
Reflecting on unmet expectations and unrealized potential.
What if that’s just what I’m living for
Raising existential questions about the purpose of one's life.
I’m just a bitter sweet boy
Reiteration of the boy's bitter-sweet nature and feeling lost.
Who got lost on his way back home
Repeating the theme of the boy being lost on his way back home.
And I wonder if I’ll be fine
Expressing uncertainty about the boy's well-being.
Didn’t feel so well in quite a while
Indicating a prolonged period of not feeling well.
And I thought I died
Reflection on a challenging or transformative experience, possibly symbolic of a personal crisis.
I thought I died
Reiteration of a past feeling of death or despair.
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