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I'm getting tired of being tired
I am exhausted from constant fatigue.
I feel so sick of feeling sick
I am fed up with the constant feeling of illness.
It's life that brings me down
Life's challenges bring me down emotionally.
And it's death that gets me
Despite facing death, I manage to rise again.
Right back up again
Resilience in the face of adversity, bouncing back after setbacks.
I'm at the bottom of the barrel
Feeling at the lowest point in life.
But the gun is empty
Despite difficulties, there is no immediate danger.
My friends said not to jump
Friends advise against taking extreme measures like jumping.
But I'm up off the edge already
Already contemplating a drastic step despite warnings.
I'm out of sight of
Out of the public eye, engaging in leisure activities.
Mind, sippin', smokin', passin' time
Indulging in vices like drinking and smoking to pass the time.
Doin' everything I wanna do just
Living life on one's terms, pursuing personal desires.
Tryna live my life
Striving to live authentically.
Airplane mode stay on my line
Isolating oneself from external influences.
With some misfit's sippin' wine
Being with unconventional individuals, enjoying wine.
Rippin' tearin' up these woods
Engaging in destructive behavior, tearing up the surroundings.
Then flippin' threads my threads online
Sharing experiences online with like-minded individuals.
Last year nobody knew my name
Obscurity and anonymity characterized the past.
Last year nobody knew my pain
Previous struggles were unnoticed by others.
This year everybody know I'm OmenXI I I
Current recognition as OmenXIII.
With ten black nails on my face
Symbolic imagery of ten black nails on the face.
With them chains hangin' off my waist
Physical representation of chains hanging from the waist.
I ain't really acting anything changed
Despite appearances, there's no real change in behavior.
'Cause shit's still the same, bitch
Life remains unchanged despite external perceptions.
It's just another day
Every day is just another day in the same routine.
With the same old blades in
Continuity in using the same old blades.
The same old place
Existence in the same familiar place.
I'm getting tired of being tired
Repetition of fatigue and weariness.
I feel so sick of feeling sick
Reiteration of being sick and tired.
It's life that brings me down
Life's challenges continue to bring emotional lows.
And it's death that gets me
Despite facing death, there's a constant cycle of recovery.
Right back up again
Resilience and bouncing back after setbacks.
I'm at the bottom of the barrel
Feeling at the lowest point once again.
But the gun is empty
No immediate danger despite the difficulties.
My friends said not to jump
Friends advise against taking drastic measures.
But I'm up off the edge already
Despite warnings, already contemplating extreme actions.
I'm getting tired of being tired
Repetition of fatigue and weariness.
I feel so sick of feeling sick
Reiteration of being sick and tired.
It's life that brings me down
Life's challenges continue to bring emotional lows.
And it's death that gets me
Despite facing death, there's a constant cycle of recovery.
Right back up again
Resilience and bouncing back after setbacks.
I'm at the bottom of the barrel
Feeling at the lowest point once again.
But the gun is empty
No immediate danger despite the difficulties.
My friends said not to jump
Friends advise against taking drastic measures.
But I'm up off the edge already
Despite warnings, already contemplating extreme actions.
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