Noctis
Embracing Shadows: A Journey from Love to Loss
Lyrics
I felt so satisfied and thought my heart would be at home
I experienced deep contentment, believing my heart had found its place.
My world was getting darker
My world was becoming more obscure.
From day to day
This darkness persisted day by day.
And I knew I couldn't stay
Realizing I couldn't remain in this state.
My memories were made from love
My recollections were shaped by love.
And tears brought all the pain
Tears carried the burden of pain.
All the beautiful days were washed away
Beautiful moments were erased by the rain.
From the rain
All washed away by the rain.
Abandoned by myself
Left alone with my thoughts.
My thoughts were so paralyzed
My thoughts were overwhelmingly stagnant.
It took so much time until I realized
Realization dawned after a considerable time.
That I had to walk away
I had to distance myself.
Even if I wished I knew I couldn't stay
Despite the desire, I knew I couldn't stay.
I will walk my way into the light
I will navigate towards enlightenment.
Until the break of dawn
Continuing until the first light of day.
And all my trust turns into grey
Trust transforming into uncertainty.
Who will miss me when I'm gone?
Who will remember me when I depart?
I lost myself
I lost my identity.
I have to carry on
I must persevere.
Now I'm miles away
Now distant from the origin.
Searching a place to call my home
Seeking a place to establish as my own.
I've never felt so lost before
Experiencing an unprecedented level of confusion.
Home is where the heart is
Home is where the heart resides.
There was a place that I adore
A cherished place from the past.
And there's still one place I miss
A place I still long for.
I'm walking down the sunset path
Navigating an uncertain path towards sunset.
Not knowing where I end up to be
Unsure of the destination.
My smile is gone my mind so numb
Smile faded, mind numb.
On this empty road I feel so free
Feeling liberated on this desolate road.
My thoughts were so paralyzed
Thoughts in a state of paralysis.
It took so much time until I realized
Realization took substantial time.
That I had to walk away
I had to depart.
Even if I wished I knew I couldn't stay
Despite the wish, I couldn't stay.
I will walk my way into the light
Navigating towards the light.
Until the break of dawn
Continuing until the dawn breaks.
And all my trust turns into grey
Trust turning into ambiguity.
Who will miss me when I'm gone?
Who will remember me when I'm gone?
I lost myself I have to carry on
Lost self, compelled to move forward.
Now I'm miles away
Now distanced, searching for a home.
Searching a place to call my home
Let me breathe anew.
Let me breathe again
Allow me to breathe once more.
Let me breathe again
Freedom felt in vain.
Feeling free in vain
Doubt and emptiness prevailing.
Doubt and emptiness
Let me breathe again.
Are driving me insane
Freedom felt in vain.
Let me breathe again
Let me breathe again.
Feeling free in vain
Freedom felt in vain.
Let me breathe again
Let me breathe again.
Feeling free in vain
Freedom felt in vain.
Doubt and emptiness
Doubt and emptiness prevailing.
Are driving me insane
Causing a descent into madness.
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