Lyrics
These past couple months
Reflecting on the recent months
Been kidna weird for me, yea
Expressing a sense of strangeness or unease
Not sure which way is right
Feeling uncertain about the correct path
Or is taking a wrong step
Worried about making a wrong decision
Takes me out of the way I'm suppose to go on
Actions diverging from expected direction
Or like is there even a way I'm supposed to go on
Questioning if there's a predetermined path to follow
Or is this all just chaos, I mean
Contemplating life's unpredictability or disorder
There's a tiny voice in me
Internal feeling of uniqueness or importance
Telling me I'm special
Sense of being special according to inner voice
And that it's just a matter of time
Belief that success will eventually come
But, I mean
Struggling not to compare current status with aspirations
It's hard not to compare
Difficulty in avoiding comparison with desired future
Where i am now with where i wanna be
Regretting potentially wasting prime years
Did i give away my best years
Pursuing something that doesn't align with true self
Chasing something I'm not
Realization that changing identity at this point is difficult
It's kinda too late to pretend i'm someone else now
Confirming the challenge of pretending to be different now
Right?
Reiterating the difficulty in assuming a new identity
I'ts kinda too late to pretend i'm someone else now
Emphasizing the challenge of adopting a new persona
These past couple months
Repeating the recent months' pattern
Been on repeat for me, yea
Acknowledging the cyclical nature of recent experiences
And I know, one day it'll change
Hope for change in the future
But one day is always the same
Despair over the predictability of life
Distance from me
Sense of emotional detachment or separation from self
Did i give away my best years
Regret about potentially wasting prime years (repeated)
Chasing something I'm not
Pursuing something that doesn't align with true self (repeated)
It's kinda too late to pretend i'm someone else now
Confirming the challenge of pretending to be different now (repeated)
Right?
Reiterating the difficulty in assuming a new identity (repeated)
I'ts kinda too late to pretend i'm someone else now
Emphasizing the challenge of adopting a new persona (repeated)
If I wait too long
Fear of being stuck in the current situation indefinitely
I will always be right here
Concern about not progressing if waiting too long
If I act too soon
Risk of negative consequences if acting hastily
I will burn and disappear
Fear of making impulsive decisions leading to self-destruction
I'ts kinda too late to pretend i'm someone else now
Reiterating the difficulty of assuming a new identity (repeated)
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