Serotonin
Navigating the Depths of Emotion: Serotonin's Submerged Reflections
Lyrics
I tried to ask last night
The speaker attempted to inquire last night.
What made the time just right
Questioning what made the timing appropriate.
I feel like I might be in deep
The speaker feels deeply involved or emotionally invested.
The river's gone up to my knees
The situation feels overwhelming, like the water rising.
And I can't see the light, just hear the pulse inside my head
Feeling trapped without clarity but sensing internal sensations.
Which is now underneath the water
The internal turmoil is submerged beneath the surface.
I'll resist the urge to breathe
Choosing not to succumb to immediate reactions or panic.
I stayed up late last night
Staying awake, possibly due to anticipation or anxiety.
No urge to sleep without a late response or a message seen
Difficulty sleeping without a response or acknowledgment.
Just give me some kind of relief
Seeking relief from the distress or uncertainty.
But when I lay in bed, too many thoughts go through my head
Overthinking and feeling overwhelmed while trying to rest.
I hope exhaustion helps me this time
Hoping exhaustion will bring respite or clarity.
But when I pass out, don't know if you'll be there
Uncertainty about someone's presence when unconscious.
In the meantime, I think I'll just wait
Considering waiting for something during this uncertainty.
I'm a mess
Admitting to feeling emotionally scattered or chaotic.
I'm running out of patience, once again
Running out of patience due to repeated situations.
Under-slept and distressed
Feeling stressed and sleep-deprived.
I wonder if it's all just in my head
Questioning if it's all a creation of the mind.
But ever since we talked late that night, I've been feeling kind of lucky again
Feeling fortunate again after a late-night conversation.
I think I have more stories to tell you, if you're still listening
Believing there are more experiences to share if someone listens.
Cause it's a common mistake to take a fool as interesting
Highlighting the tendency to find interest in the wrong people.
What comes next
Uncertainty about what follows in the current situation.
Does the river drag me down with it
Concern about being dragged down by circumstances.
Fuck the past
Rejecting the influence of the past.
But I'm the one who never learned to swim
Realizing personal shortcomings despite the desire to change.
Pull me under
Desiring to be consumed by the situation or emotions.
As the wave crashes through me, I just can't help but think
Contemplating deeply despite being overwhelmed.
How far do I wander
Wondering about the extent of drifting away.
And do you see right through my thoughtless grin
Questioning if someone can perceive the insincerity behind a smile.
I'm a mess
Reiterating emotional chaos and impatience.
I'm running out of patience, once again
Recurring feeling of running out of patience.
Under-slept and distressed
Feeling distressed due to lack of sleep.
I wonder if it's all just in my head
Questioning the reality of the distress.
But now that I can't sleep late at night, don't know if luck is what I need in the end
Doubting if luck will resolve the current situation.
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