White Noise
Echoes of Desperation: Unveiling the Silent Struggle
Lyrics
I don't sleep at night
I struggle to sleep during the night.
God knows how I've tried
I have made sincere efforts to find sleep, but it has been challenging.
Maybe the silence is screaming why
The silence around me might be expressing a message or reason loudly.
But I can't hear it no
Despite this, I cannot perceive or understand the message.
No matter how hard I try
My attempts to understand the message are futile, no matter how hard I try.
Pills and white noise
I rely on pills and white noise to cope.
Help me fill the void
These substances assist in filling the emotional emptiness or void within me.
Whilst the man I swore that I would always be
At the same time, the person I promised to always be is lost within darkness.
Is sitting in the black
This person is now absorbed in despair or negativity.
Staring back at me
This person is reflecting back at me, perhaps in regret or self-judgment.
I scare myself sometimes
I experience fear within myself on occasions.
in these corners of my mind
These fears reside in the hidden corners of my thoughts.
As they stretch out and over wide
These thoughts extend widely, potentially causing inner turmoil.
Oh lord what I'd give
I express a desire to have a place to escape or find refuge.
Just for a place to hide
This longing is significant enough to give up something valuable for.
Pills and white noise
Similar to before, I turn to pills and white noise for comfort.
Help me fill the void
These external aids continue to help me deal with the emotional void.
Whilst the man I swore that I would always be
Meanwhile, the ideal version of myself remains lost in darkness.
Is sitting in the black
This version stares back at me, indicating a sense of self-confrontation.
Staring back at me
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