Lyrics
I wanna tell you something
Expressing a desire to share something significant.
I never said before
Refers to withholding information previously.
Never even admitted
Acknowledging a reluctance to admit something.
Behind empty closed doors
Suggests secrecy and isolation in dealing with emotions.
So sit down with me
Inviting someone to join and confront emotions together.
Embrace yourself in all
Encouraging acceptance and self-awareness.
The trauma and despair
Reflects on past pain and suffering.
When nobody is there
Describes a feeling of loneliness during difficult times.
I buried myself
Metaphorically expressing self-burial of emotions.
Over a year ago
Indicates a prolonged emotional struggle.
Still can't talk about it with
Difficulty discussing personal issues with professional help.
My therapist on the phone
Avoidance of discussing certain traumatic events.
And all I think of now
Pondering the reasons for a situation's continuation.
Is why it didn't end
Reflecting on an unresolved situation.
If you saw what's in my head
Implying the distressing nature of thoughts.
You wouldn't keep me
Suggesting a fear of rejection upon revelation.
There
Reinforces fear of being rejected or misunderstood.
I'm drowning in my bed
Expresses feeling overwhelmed by emotions.
You wouldn't keep me there
Reiterates feeling overwhelmed and abandoned.
I'm drowning in my head
Continued feeling of being overwhelmed emotionally.
I know that I'm hopeless
Acknowledges a sense of hopelessness.
This constant devotion
Describes unwavering dedication despite challenges.
To something that I can't let go
Struggle to let go of something significant.
Obsessively thinking
Constantly fixated on certain thoughts.
That nobody hears me
Feeling unheard or unnoticed by others.
And I cannot place my home
Unable to find a sense of belonging.
I thought I killed myself
Mention of a past struggle with self-destructive thoughts.
Maybe that's hard to hear
Acknowledging difficulty in accepting past actions.
Well imagine how much harder
Highlighting the challenge of understanding such struggles.
It is to live that
Emphasizing the difficulty of enduring constant fear.
Fear
Expressing the overwhelming nature of fear.
You wouldn't keep me there
Reiterating feeling overwhelmed and abandoned.
I'm drowning in my bed
Reinforces feeling overwhelmed and abandoned.
You wouldn't keep me there
Continued feeling of being overwhelmed emotionally.
I'm drowning in my bed
-You wouldn't keep me there
-I'm drowning in my bed
-You wouldn't keep me there
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