tired
Weary Heart: Battling Inner Demons
Lyrics
My minds on a carousel
Expressing a sense of repetitiveness and cyclical thoughts in the mind.
It keeps going round and round
Describing the continuous nature of the carousel in the mind, no respite.
No where to run
Feeling trapped, with no escape from inner struggles.
Playing hide and seek with myself
Engaging in self-reflection, struggling with inner conflicts.
I'm not a good runner
Acknowledging personal shortcomings, not adept at escaping problems.
But I don't wanna be found
Expressing a desire to remain unnoticed or hidden.
Nobody actually wants to listen
Feeling unheard and unacknowledged by others.
Too much of a burden
Perceiving one's struggles as burdensome to others.
Barely alive
Conveying a sense of emotional exhaustion and near-depletion.
Did you even know I was hurting?
Questioning if others are aware of the emotional pain.
Not gonna let the devil win this time but
Determined not to succumb to negative influences.
I'm so tired
Expressing profound fatigue and weariness.
Gotta keep breathing
Emphasizing the need to persist and continue living.
Terrified
Feeling intense fear, possibly of abandonment or rejection.
Of everybody leaving
Expressing anxiety about people leaving, a fear of isolation.
My mind always feels just a little too haunted
Describing persistent haunting thoughts in the mind.
Am I the one to blame?
Questioning personal responsibility for the challenges faced.
I'm so tired
Reiterating the overwhelming feeling of exhaustion.
It's times like these
Expressing a desire to escape reality during difficult times.
Don't want to feel real
Seeking divine intervention for assistance.
Dear God can you just help me out?
Admitting to moments of self-fear and internal struggles.
Cause sometimes I scare myself
Struggling with constant fears that overshadow personal thoughts.
With constant fears drowning me out
Repeating the sense of being unheard and burdensome.
Nobody actually wants to listen
Reiterating the theme of feeling unheard by others.
Too much of a burden
Re-emphasizing the perception of personal struggles as burdens.
Barely alive
Describing a state of emotional exhaustion and near-death.
Did you even know I was hurting?
Pondering if others are aware of the internal pain.
Not gonna let the devil win this time but
Reiterating the determination to resist negative influences.
I'm so tired
Expressing profound fatigue and weariness.
Gotta keep breathing
Emphasizing the need to persist and continue living.
Terrified
Feeling intense fear, possibly of abandonment or rejection.
Of everybody leaving
Expressing anxiety about people leaving, a fear of isolation.
My mind always feels just a little too haunted
Describing persistent haunting thoughts in the mind.
Am I the one to blame?
Questioning personal responsibility for the challenges faced.
Cause I'm so
Conveying a sense of overwhelming fear that won't dissipate.
Afraid it won't go away
Expressing fear that a challenging situation will not improve.
Mascara running down my face
Describing the visible effects of emotional distress, tears.
Heart racing
Physical manifestation of emotional turmoil, heart racing.
Can't seem to find the breaks
Struggling to find a way to stop or control the overwhelming emotions.
But I'm so tired
Reiterating the profound fatigue and weariness.
Gotta keep breathing
Emphasizing the need to persist and continue living.
Terrified
Feeling intense fear, possibly of abandonment or rejection.
Of everybody leaving
Expressing anxiety about people leaving, a fear of isolation.
My mind always feels just a little too haunted
Describing persistent haunting thoughts in the mind.
Am I the one to blame?
Questioning personal responsibility for the challenges faced.
Cause I'm so
Conveying a sense of overwhelming fear that won't
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