Lyrics
Shaking and waiting
Feeling tremors and anticipating
For the pills to kick in
Waiting for medication to take effect
Nervously breathing
Breathing anxiously
As my body's receiving
My body processing something
Something I've been taking
Regular intake of something
Every single day
Consistently used every day
To make me feel better
To improve my emotional state
The unpleasant memories
Unpleasant memories that I cannot erase
I can't obliterate
I cannot completely destroy them
They're taking my life away
They are draining my life
And it's making me insane
Causing mental distress
It's making me go insane
Causing mental instability
It's changing my life for the worst
Having a negative impact on my life
I'm replacing the lost pieces of my life
Trying to fill in the gaps of my life
But they won't let me
But obstacles prevent me
The screamin' in my head
Constant internal distress
Won't go away
Unceasing despite efforts to alleviate
No matter what I take
No matter what I try to relieve it
It's always gonna be there
It persists
Heart palpitations
Physical sensations of a racing heart
And heavy breathing
Intense and labored breathing
Just make it go away
Requesting relief from these symptoms
The unpleasant memories
Unpleasant memories that persist
I can't obliterate
Cannot completely eradicate
They're taking my life away
Draining away my life
And it's making me insane
Resulting in mental instability
It's making me go insane
Causing mental instability
It's changing my life for the worst
Having a negative impact on my life
I'm replacing the lost pieces of my life
Attempting to fill the voids in my life
But they won't let me
Encountering barriers to doing so
It's making me go insane
Causing mental instability
It's changing my life for the worst
Having a negative impact on my life
I'm replacing the lost pieces of my life
Struggling to restore what's lost
But they won't let me
Facing impediments in doing so
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