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I don't care for
I am indifferent to
Labels they don't mean shit to me
Traditional categories or classifications are unimportant to me
Say what you want i do this for
I pursue this for
My fam it's fun
My family; it's enjoyable
I'm growing now daily it seems
I am experiencing personal growth on a daily basis
It's rushing to my head I think
The changes are affecting my mind quickly
I've become a big cunty dick
I've developed a somewhat arrogant attitude
I cannot quit i try to salvage
I can't stop; I attempt to save
Anything I can, it hurts i cannot see
I'm trying to salvage anything I can, but it's painful and unclear
What makes it work it's killing me
I can't understand what makes it function; it's distressing
Deep down inside
Internally
Be lying I said I didn't wanna die
I would be dishonest if I claimed I didn't want to die
But at the same time
Simultaneously
I like making people happy
I derive satisfaction from making people happy
Always been that way no need to get sappy
It has always been my nature; there's no need for sentimentality
They're just words how is it so
They are just words; I am confused about how they affect me
Circle my brain fuck up my flow
They disrupt my thoughts and creativity
Don't care i don't care
I genuinely don't care
Okay I do it's killing me
Admittingly, I do care; it's distressing
It hurts me so fucking much
It causes me a great deal of pain
My parents they're outta touch
My parents are disconnected from my experiences
I have no one I text goodnight
I have no one to whom I send a goodnight text
My sanity gone it's so long goodbye
My sanity is lost; it feels like a prolonged farewell
If I had friend I would talk to them
If I had a friend, I would communicate with them
Maybe I wouldn't be crazy
Perhaps I wouldn't be mentally unstable
Live my lifе so hazy
I live my life in a confused and unclear state
I'm an outsider call me ONI SWAYZE
I am an outsider; call me ONI SWAYZE
Try not to be lazy
I make an effort not to be idle
I got a fam can't lеt it phase me
I have a family, and I won't let challenges affect me
If I give up what's gon replace me
If I give up, what will take my place?
Finally in my bag but I just can't face me
Although I am successful, I still struggle to confront myself
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