Lyrics
Can't help myself right from the get go
Feeling unable to control oneself from the beginning
Where is my mind how did it get so
Questioning the state of one's mind and how it reached this point
I hold my breath taking it so slow
Taking things slowly and holding breath, possibly in a tense situation
I'm out of my depth
Feeling out of one's depth, overwhelmed
I caused such a mess
Having caused a significant mess or disruption
I'm sleeping alone
Experiencing loneliness and sleeping alone
Keep to myself
Keeping emotions to oneself, being reserved
Cause I broke every bone
Metaphorically breaking every bone due to a past relationship
When you and I fell
Referring to a challenging and impactful event with someone
I, I, I lose control
Repeated expression of losing control
I, I, yeah I lose control
-Can't let myself drown in the feeling
Resisting succumbing to overwhelming emotions
Crawl up the walls hands on the ceiling
Describing intense emotional reactions, feeling trapped
I can't let go, I do it for show
Unable to let go, performing for an audience
We made it out
Successfully navigating a difficult situation
'Til I caught you stealing
Discovering betrayal or theft in a relationship
I'm sleeping alone
Continuing to experience loneliness and isolation
Keep to myself
Maintaining emotional distance
Cause I broke every bone
Reiterating the metaphorical breaking of every bone in a relationship
When you and I fell
Recalling a significant event where both parties fell
I, I, I lose control
Repetition of the theme of losing control
I, I, yeah I lose control
-I've been losing control
Expressing a prolonged struggle and feeling lost
Lost with nowhere to go
-I've been losing control
-Lost with nowhere to go
-I'm sleeping alone keep to myself
Reiterating loneliness and the aftermath of a broken relationship
Cause I broke every bone when you and I fell
-Tragic, imagine
Reflecting on a tragic and imagined alternate reality
The way that it coulda been
Thinking about how things could have been different
Back in the madness
Recalling a past chaotic and unavoidable situation
No way escaping it
-I'm losing control
Reiteration of losing control and being led into a negative situation
You drag me to hell
-I, I, I lose control
Repeating the theme of losing control
I, I, yeah I lose control
-I, I, I lose control
Final repetition of the theme of losing control
I, I, yeah I lose control
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