Lyrics
I love my haters and the cynics
I appreciate my critics and those who doubt me because they can't control or define me.
Cuz they don't know they don't own me
These critics don't realize that they can't influence or possess me.
Why am I my toughest critic
Questioning why I am my own harshest judge or evaluator.
I take it all so seriously
I take everything seriously, possibly referring to a sensitive or intense personality.
And it's been two weeks
It has been two weeks since I last felt the desire to eat.
Since I had any appetite
Experiencing a loss of appetite, potentially due to emotional distress.
Not to mention sleep
Mentioning difficulty sleeping and staying awake with closed eyes, indicating inner turmoil.
Laying wide awake when I close my eyes
Struggling with insomnia and restlessness.
I've been spiraling downwards and I keep losing my power and sanity
Feeling a decline in personal strength and mental stability.
And It's been two weeks
Reiterating the challenging two-week period.
I get sick of running
Expressing exhaustion from constant evasion or avoidance.
Sick of me
Feeling tired of oneself, possibly alluding to self-reflection and self-criticism.
Sick of running from my self and me
Expressing weariness of avoiding one's true self.
Sick of running constantly
Tired of the constant act of evading or running away.
Sick of running from familiar enemy
Expressing fatigue from escaping a known adversary or personal struggles.
Always choose the darkest places
Choosing challenging and difficult situations intentionally.
I know every corner every border
Familiarity with every difficult situation or challenge.
Never give my self the credit
Not giving oneself credit even when it's deserved.
When I deserve I deserve it
Recognizing the need to acknowledge one's achievements.
And it's been two weeks
Reiterating the two-week period of emotional struggle.
Since I've had any appetite
Continued loss of appetite over the mentioned period.
Not to mention sleep
Persisting difficulty in sleeping and restlessness.
Laying wide awake when I close my eyes
Experiencing insomnia and staying awake in bed with eyes closed.
I've been spiraling downwards and I keep losing my power and sanity
Describing a downward spiral, losing personal strength and mental stability.
And It's been two weeks
Emphasizing the challenging two-week duration.
I get sick of running
Feeling tired of the constant act of evading or running away.
Sick of me
Expressing weariness of oneself, possibly due to self-reflection.
Sick of running from my self and me
Tired of avoiding one's true self constantly.
Sick of running constantly
Exhausted from the ongoing process of running away.
Sick of running from familiar enemy
Expressing fatigue from escaping a known adversary or personal struggles.
I'm telling my self stories
Telling oneself stories, possibly referring to self-deception or rationalization.
But I don't know where they come from
Uncertain about the origin of these self-deceptive narratives.
Every time he sneaking up on me
Aware of the impending return of a familiar adversary or personal challenge.
I know l hate familiar enemy
Expressing dislike or hatred towards a known enemy or personal struggle.
And l believe men are fall again
Believing that men are falling again, potentially indicating a loss of faith or trust.
We met each other back when l was ten
Recalling a past encounter with a significant person from childhood.
I get sick of running
Reiterating weariness from constant evasion or avoidance.
Sick of me
Expressing tiredness of oneself, possibly alluding to self-reflection and self-criticism.
Sick of running from my self and me
Feeling tired of avoiding one's true self.
Sick of running constantly
Exhausted from the ongoing process of running away.
Sick of running from familiar enemy
Expressing fatigue from escaping a known adversary or personal struggles.
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