Lyrics
Pop another pill so I don't have to feel
Expresses the desire to numb emotions by taking pills.
Nothing seems so real you are gone until
Reality feels less tangible when the person is absent.
I close my eyes
Seeking escape by closing one's eyes, avoiding reality.
Think of the ways we used to fight
Reflecting on past conflicts in the relationship.
I got high and I regret it
Regret and acknowledgment of personal struggles and sadness.
I got demons in my attic
-Feel like flying like Aladdin
-But I know that's not gon' happen
-Real life's tragic i got magic
-Like I'm Hagrid let me at it
-But nothing changed so I am sad again
-The mountain's silhouette
Imagery of a shared emotional experience under a purple sky.
Our clothes are soaking wet
-Beneath the purple sky
-We clench our fists and cry
-Take me high, to the sky
Desire for a high, escapism, and conflicted feelings about emotions.
Lay me down, take a ride
-Don't know why I feel this way
-But I'm alright I'll be fine
-Fly away, for the night
-Tired of light, but you know what I'm like
-Don't want to feel this way, but
-I'm alright, I'll be fine
-My home is a graveyard mine like a bombard
Depicting a challenging mental state, denial of needing help.
Eyes like a seafarer soon I gotta ask her
-I know it can get hard my tears stay molten
-Got mind so broken no moping or hoping
-Mind's soon exploding
-Writing like I'm Tolkien
-Demon's got his hands on me
-Forgetting what I'm gonna be
-Other people see me and they think
-They never wanted me to be me
-Lying to myself implying I need help
-I just wanna stop feeling my sad health
-Pop another pill so I don't have to feel
Repetition of the theme: using pills to avoid feeling the pain.
Nothing seems so real you are gone until
-I close my eyes
-Think of the ways we used to fight
-You and me are opposites
Conflict in a relationship, accusations, and emotional pain.
That's why you always lose your shit
-You told me I was losing it
-That's why are a hypocrite
-Yeah why are we still doing this?
-Tell me something different
-Like how you crushed my heart again
-Can you hold me in your arms again
Yearning for past intimacy, the struggle with memory, and feeling lost.
(The mountain's silhouette)
-I don't remember your face
-Hold me once again
-(Our clothes are soaking wet)
-I don't remember your face
-So I am lost again (Beneath the purple sky)
-Try not to think back or I'll get sad
-So I am lost again
-(We clench our fists and cry)
-I got nowhere to go so I'll be back
Expressing a sense of aimlessness and an inevitable return to a difficult situation.
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