Lyrics
When I saw
Witnessing a certain event or situation
What he had done to you
Observing the impact of someone's actions on you
It tore me open
Feeling deeply affected or emotionally wounded
Tape and wires that held you down
Describing physical constraints using tape and wires
And it's not your fault
Acknowledging the absence of blame in the situation
Cause you never meant to hurt anyone
Expressing that there was no intention to cause harm
What you thought
Reflecting on expectations of support or solidarity
That we would run to you
Anticipating others' allegiance or assistance
We watched you open
Observing someone's vulnerability or openness
It never seemed quite fair
Commenting on the perceived lack of fairness
And it's not your fault
Reiterating the absence of intentional harm
Cause you never meant to hurt anyone
Repeating the lack of malicious intent
And it's not my fault
Stating personal innocence in the situation
Cause I never asked to be anyone
Disclaiming any desire to be someone else
How was I so stupid?
Expressing self-criticism or regret for being deceived
Who thought that you'd do this
Questioning the likelihood of a repeated negative action
All over again and over again
Acknowledging a cycle of recurrence
Maybe I should lose this
Considering the possibility of abandoning something
And just let you abuse this
Contemplating the potential for continued mistreatment
All over again
Acknowledging repetition in a negative context
Like everyone did
Comparing personal experiences with others
How come I'm so stupid?
Expressing frustration or disbelief at personal choices
How come I can't use this
Questioning the ability to utilize a situation
To say what I have
Struggling to express oneself like others
Like everyone else
Feeling different from or inadequate compared to others
Fell so far
Experiencing a significant decline or setback
Fell so hard
Enduring a substantial and difficult fall
Fell too far
Reaching an excessive or undesirable distance
Fell too hard
Undergoing a profound and challenging hardship
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