Lyrics
I guess I want it, want it
I have a desire for something
I guess I want it bad
My desire is intense
I guess I want it, want it
Reiteration of the intense desire
I guess I want it bad
-I guess I want it, want it
-I guess I want it bad
-I guess I want it, want it
-I guess I want it bad
-I always said that you would cave
Predicted that the person would give in, relationship wouldn't last
And that we wouldn't last
Despite the prediction, enjoying the moments before the end
But I'd enjoy the moments
Treasuring compliments and words before they fade
Before all the moments passed
Appreciating moments before they pass
Every compliment
Valuing every compliment received
Every word u ever had
Expressing deep conversations with the person
Talking to you the whole night
Extended conversations causing conflict with father
I'm pissing off my dad
Reference to a betrayer, possibly likening someone to Judas Iscariot
Iscariot, Iscariot
Repetition of the name Iscariot, emphasizing betrayal
Almost tried to marry it, Iscariot
Almost attempted to commit to the betrayal (marriage metaphor)
Feelings had to bury it, Iscariot
Feelings suppressed and concealed, burdened by betrayal
Your burdens I would carry it, Iscariot
Willingness to carry the emotional burden of betrayal
Woah
Expression of emotion (Woah)
Iscariot, Iscariot
Repetition of the name Iscariot
Almost tried to marry it, Iscariot
Almost attempted commitment to betrayal again
Feelings had to bury it, bury it, Iscariot
Feelings buried, repeated emphasis on concealing emotions
Your burdens I would carry it, Iscariot
Willingness to bear the burdens of betrayal
Woah
Expression of emotion (Woah)
Moon lady must have heard the sun calling
Speculation about celestial entities being aware of emotional struggles
Typical, old feelings start crawling
Typical recurrence of old emotions
Old soul, new pain, I'm falling
Experiencing new pain with an old soul
Nigga what the fuck I'm doing every morning
Questioning self-destructive behavior every morning
Just to make u happy yea I swear I stopped recording
Making sacrifices to make the person happy
EP could've dropped way early if you weren't
Delay in releasing creative work due to the person's influence
Talking to me, every fucking day you were mourning
Person mourning every day, affecting the artist's creativity
Every day I made sure that you knew I thought you're gorgeous
Expressing admiration for the person's beauty
What the fuck was the point of it all
Reflecting on the purpose of the relationship
I'm used to taking blame but this wasn't my fault
Accustomed to taking blame but feeling innocent in this situation
Said I knew it was gone happen, but I hoped I was wrong
Predicted the outcome but hoped for a different result
Every day, there's an issue; there's a problem to solve
Continuous issues and problem-solving in the relationship
And I'm getting sick and tired of making up solutions
Frustration with continually finding solutions
Cause nothing works I swear I'm working, but I don't see shit moving
Hard work without visible progress
I'm getting tired of the grind
Fatigue from the grind and slowing down
And I'm slowing my movements
Feelings of stagnation and frustration
We all got talent but not everyone is going to listen to it
Recognizing individual talent but facing a lack of recognition
Iscariot, Iscariot
Repetition of the name Iscariot
Almost tried to marry it, Iscariot
Almost succumbed to the betrayal (marriage metaphor)
Feelings had to bury it, Iscariot
Feelings suppressed and concealed, burdened by betrayal
Your burdens I would carry it, Iscariot
Willingness to carry the emotional burden of betrayal
Woah
Expression of emotion (Woah)
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