Colours
Shades of Despair: Patient Sixty-Seven's Heartfelt Journey
Lyrics
I can't stop falling short
I struggle to meet expectations and constantly fall short.
Taking myself apart
I am dissecting and damaging myself emotionally.
Straying further away
I am moving away from something, possibly positive, distancing myself.
To poison my heart
I am engaging in activities that harm my emotional well-being.
Light fades, all this darkness feels the same
Amidst darkness, everything seems equally bleak and indistinguishable.
Nothing can take away the pain
Nothing can alleviate the emotional pain I'm experiencing.
Drowning myself to numb the shame
I am deliberately drowning myself in something (possibly vices) to escape shame.
Colours fade away
Colors, representing vibrancy and life, are disappearing or losing significance.
Losing every shade, I thought I knew
I am losing familiarity with various aspects of life that I thought I understood.
Seeing through
Gaining insight or understanding, possibly into the destructive patterns.
Bloodshot eyes turn black and blue
My eyes, probably from crying or stress, are turning bloodshot and bruised.
Still reaching for air
I'm still struggling to breathe metaphorically or emotionally.
Fill my lungs with despair
Filling my inner self with hopelessness and anguish.
With a weight we both know
A burden or emotional weight is shared by both parties involved.
I can't really bare
I can't tolerate or endure a particular situation.
Cracks begin to show their wear
Problems and vulnerabilities become apparent and visible.
Medicate me, forever empty
Seeking continuous medication, possibly a metaphor for coping mechanisms.
Broken dreams, addiction takes everything
Aspirations and dreams are shattered due to addiction.
Light fades, all this darkness feels the same
In the absence of light, the emotional darkness persists.
Nothing can take away the pain
Nothing can alleviate the emotional pain I'm experiencing (repeated).
Drowning myself and I'm to blame
I acknowledge personal responsibility for my actions leading to drowning (repeated).
Colours fade away
Colors, representing vibrancy and life, are disappearing or losing significance (repeated).
Losing every shade, I thought I knew
I am losing familiarity with various aspects of life that I thought I understood (repeated).
Seeing through
Gaining insight or understanding, possibly into the destructive patterns (repeated).
Bloodshot eyes turn black and blue
My eyes, probably from crying or stress, are turning bloodshot and bruised (repeated).
Colours fade away
Colors, representing vibrancy and life, are disappearing or losing significance (repeated).
Losing every shade, I thought I knew
I am losing familiarity with various aspects of life that I thought I understood (repeated).
Seeing through
Gaining insight or understanding, possibly into the destructive patterns (repeated).
Bloodshot eyes turn black and blue
My eyes, probably from crying or stress, are turning bloodshot and bruised (repeated).
Colours fade away
Colors, representing vibrancy and life, are disappearing or losing significance (repeated).
Losing every shade, I thought I knew
I am losing familiarity with various aspects of life that I thought I understood (repeated).
Seeing through
Gaining insight or understanding, possibly into the destructive patterns (repeated).
Bloodshot eyes turn black and blue
My eyes, probably from crying or stress, are turning bloodshot and bruised (repeated).
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