Scattered
Embracing Shadows: Unraveling the Pain in Patient Sixty-Seven's 'Scattered'
Lyrics
I'm so out of touch with myself
I am disconnected from my true self.
I feel too weak to ask for help
I feel too feeble to seek assistance.
I'd rather be anybody else
I would prefer to be someone else.
Collapsing, I can't stomach the pain
I'm collapsing under unbearable pain.
Relapsing, or stand the way
Experiencing a relapse, struggling to endure.
My mind plays all these games
My mind is engaged in internal struggles.
I can't explain
Unable to explain the turmoil within.
I can't see straight
My vision is distorted, lacking clarity.
Now you know, I'll dig this grave on my own
Choosing to face the consequences alone.
My soul empty and cold
Feeling spiritually empty and cold.
Crumbling like broken bones
Breaking down like fractured bones.
My sheltered soul, crumbling like broken bones
My protected self is disintegrating.
Too shattered to stay close, too scattered to let go
Too damaged to stay close, too scattered to release.
There's nothing left here I fear
Nothing to fear, nothing remaining.
I'm begging you please my dear, let me go
Begging for release, pleading to let go.
Please let me go
Pleading for freedom.
Now I'm scattered, broken at the seams
Now broken and scattered, falling apart.
I'm begging please
Begging desperately.
Let me go
Requesting release.
My soul still bleeding
My soul is still bleeding.
Onto the floor into the sheets
Bleeding onto the floor and sheets.
How do I even sleep or eat
Unable to sleep or eat.
When I can't even fucking breathe
Suffocating, unable to breathe.
I can't even fucking breathe
Repeated struggle to breathe.
My spirit shattered
My spirit is shattered.
Like dust my life seems to gather
Life disintegrating like dust.
How do I even sleep or eat
Continued struggle to sleep or eat.
When I can't even fucking breathe
Reiterating the difficulty to breathe.
There's nothing left here I fear
Nothing to fear, nothing remaining.
I'm begging you please my dear, let me go
Begging for release, pleading to let go.
Please let me go
Pleading for freedom.
Now I'm scattered, broken at the seams
Now broken and scattered, falling apart.
I'm begging please
Begging desperately.
Let me go
Requesting release.
Please let me go
Pleading once again for freedom.
I feel so jaded
Feeling worn out and cynical.
This life I've wasted
Regret for the life that has been squandered.
Disdain, for myself and the life I've wasted
Intense dislike for oneself and the wasted life.
Displace my self hatred
Redirecting self-hatred elsewhere.
There's nothing left here I fear
Nothing to fear, nothing remaining.
I'm begging you please my dear, let me go
Begging for release, pleading to let go.
Now I'm scattered, broken at the seams
Now broken and scattered, falling apart.
I'm begging please
Begging desperately.
Let me go
Requesting release.
There's nothing left here I fear
Nothing to fear, nothing remaining.
I'm begging you please my dear, let me go
Begging for release, pleading to let go.
Let me go
Pleading for freedom.
Please let me go
Requesting freedom.
I feel so jaded
Feeling worn out and cynical.
This life I've wasted
Regret for the life that has been squandered.
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