I Remember
Unveiling Emotions: Paul Blaid's Reflections on Love and Change
Lyrics
I remember
Reflecting on past experiences
The days I was scared for the new
Recalling moments of fear and uncertainty about the future
Nobody around, then I found you
Finding solace and companionship when feeling alone
Out of the blue
Unexpectedly
Out of the blue
Reiteration of an unexpected event
I remember
Continuation of reminiscing
The first thing you said, I faked a smile
Recalling a moment where a smile was feigned in response to a statement
I had someone around
Having someone present and feeling secure
Nothing to worry about
A lack of worries or concerns
To worry about
Reiteration of a carefree state
I remember
Continuing to recall past emotions
That I was so happy, something was starting
Experiencing happiness at the beginning of something
That I left myself go
Losing self-awareness or control
In a way I never did before
Engaging in a new way of expression or behavior
Cause I never knew how that felt (Not in that way)
Expressing unfamiliar emotions
Never thought I knew how was gonna start
Uncertainty about the beginning of an experience
Never thought I knew how was gonna end
Uncertainty about the end of an experience
Cause I never knew what I should have said
Regret for not expressing what should have been said
I remember
Revisiting memories
When you told me your truths
Revelation of personal truths
Some of them held me back to choose
Some truths hindering choices
But it felt like that was on you
Attributing hindrances to the other person
I remember
Recalling the desire for daily communication
I wanted to hear it from you, everyday
Seeking reassurance of change
That maybe something had changed
Hope for positive change
(That something had changed)
Reiteration of a desire for change
I remember
Expressing inner turmoil and frustration
Screaming from inside, every single line
Emotional intensity and honesty in communication
You told me yours
Reciprocal sharing of personal truths
But if we were a song
Metaphorical reference to a relationship as a song
Why didn't you listen, not even one time?
Questioning the other person's lack of listening
Cause I never knew how that felt (Not in that way)
Reiteration of unfamiliar emotions
Never thought I knew how was gonna start
Uncertainty about the beginning of the other person's feelings
Never thought I knew how was gonna end
Uncertainty about the end of the relationship
Cause I never knew what I should have said
Regret for unspoken words and unexpressed feelings
I never knew how you felt (Not in that way)
Continued uncertainty about the other person's emotions
Never thought I knew how you were gonna start
Uncertainty about the other person's intentions to leave
Never thought I knew you were gonna leave
Realization of not truly knowing the other person
Cause I never knew
Expressing ignorance and lack of understanding
Everyday, I felt something new
Experiencing new emotions every day
Never knew how to approach every part of you
Challenges in understanding and approaching different aspects of the other person
Don't know If
Uncertainty about truly understanding the other person
I ever did
Expressing doubt about ever understanding the other person
Do you?
Pose a question about the other person's knowledge of the situation
I guess you would know this answers If that was true
Expressing doubt about the other person's knowledge
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