Lyrics
I swear I've tried everything
I've attempted various strategies to improve my situation
Cut the coffee for some tea
Switched from coffee to tea
Cutting friends off who are mean
Cut off friends who are unkind
And I tried to get more sleep
Attempted to increase sleep
But the roots are planted so deep
Challenges or issues run deep
Do you think that you could love me
Questioning if love is possible despite difficulties
If I can't get happy
Expressing difficulty achieving happiness
And I got back on the meds
Resorted to medication
Thought I was clearing up my head
Believed medication would clear thoughts
But it's been 18 hours, and probably 5 words that I've said
Minimal communication despite time on medication
And you make me feel lovely
Feeling cherished by someone
I'm a different kind of hungry
Experiencing a unique form of hunger, possibly emotional
And I can't get happy
Struggling to attain happiness despite efforts
I swear I've tried everything
Reiteration of attempting various solutions
Cut the coffee for some tea
Change in beverage choice for well-being
Cutting friends off who are mean
Ending associations with negative friends
And I tried to get more sleep
Effort to increase sleep for improvement
But the roots are planted so deep
Deep-seated issues persist
Do you think that you could love me
Questioning the possibility of love without personal happiness
If I can't get happy
Continued struggle with achieving happiness
And I got back on the meds
Return to medication for mental clarity
Thought I was clearing up my head
Expectation of improved mental state after medication
But it's been 18 hours, and probably 5 words that I've said
Minimal progress in communication despite time on medication
And you make me feel lovely
Feeling loved and appreciated by someone
I'm a different kind of hungry
Experiencing a different type of hunger, possibly emotional
And I can't get happy
Persistent struggle with achieving happiness
I'm scared I might fade away
Fear of disappearing or losing oneself
If no one tells me I'm okay
Seeking reassurance and acknowledgment of well-being
Cause people seem to look right through me
Feeling unnoticed or overlooked by others
These days
Describing a current state of affairs
It's not that I don't want your pity
Expressing a desire for understanding rather than pity
I just want someone to hear me
Seeking someone to listen and empathize
If I can't get happy
Continued difficulty in achieving happiness
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