Help Me Change
Rebirth of Love: Paul Munko's Soulful Quest for Redemption
Lyrics
I painted you this picture
I created an image for you
Of the future that we have
Depicting the future we could share
But it only comes to life if I can change the man I am
It relies on me changing who I am
Take every time I hurt you
Reflecting on every time I caused you pain
The nights we both can't stand
Nights of discomfort for both of us
1000 Words that broke your heart, I can't comprehend
A thousand words that shattered your heart, I can't understand
Why do I do this?
Questioning my own actions
These thoughts that consume us
Thoughts that consume both of us
My anger is all that I have
My anger is my only possession
I want to be brand new
Desire to start anew
I want to fix myself for you
Wishing to change for you
I confess I've fucked this up and I don't know what to do
Admitting mistakes and feeling lost
I want you to hold me closer than you ever have before
Longing for a closer connection
I can't stand to watch you darling
Unable to witness your pain
I can't let you walk out of that door
Fear of you leaving
Where is my ambition? Where is my restraint?
Questioning my ambition and self-control
I've always been a total mess and it's too late
Recognizing a history of chaos
Every night I lie awake just waiting for the day
Waiting for a day to bring happiness
That I can make you happy
Yearning to make you happy
Why do I do this?
Repeating the struggle within
These thoughts that consume us
Shared thoughts causing turmoil
My anger is all that I have
Anger as the dominant emotion
I want to be brand new
Expressing the desire for a fresh start
I want to fix myself for you
Wanting to change for the sake of the relationship
I confess I've fucked this up and I don't know what to do
Acknowledging mistakes and uncertainty
I want you to hold me closer than you ever have before
Craving emotional closeness
I can't stand to watch you darling
Intolerance for witnessing your departure
I can't let you walk out of that door
Resisting you walking away
Let me change the man I am and
Pleading to evolve as a person
Let me fix my broken ways
Committing to fix flaws
I promise that I'll always love you
Promising everlasting love
I just need to take some space
Requesting some distance for personal growth
Let me change the man I am and
Reiterating the desire for personal transformation
Let me fix my broken ways
Pledging to mend broken aspects of the self
I promise that I'll always love you
Ensuring love despite the need for space
I just need to take some space
Seeking personal space for growth
I want to be brand new
Expressing the wish to start anew
I want to fix myself for you
Desire to change for the sake of the relationship
I confess I've fucked this up and I don't know what to do
Admitting mistakes and feeling lost
I want you to hold me closer than you ever have before
Craving emotional closeness
I can't stand to watch you darling
Unable to witness your pain
I can't let you walk out of that door
Resisting your departure
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