Lyrics
When you were here before
Reflecting on a past moment when the person addressed was present
Couldn't look you in the eye
Difficulty making eye contact, possibly due to feelings of inadequacy or unworthiness
You're just like an angel
Comparing the person to an angel, suggesting a sense of purity or perfection
Your skin makes me cry
The effect of the person's presence causing emotional pain or vulnerability
You float like a feather
Describing the person's graceful and light presence
In a beautiful world
Expressing a desire for an ideal, beautiful world
I wish I was special
Expressing a feeling of inadequacy and a wish to be special
You're so fucking special
Intensifying the sense of the person's specialness
But I'm a creep
Admitting to feeling like an outsider or socially awkward
I'm a weirdo
Further expressing a sense of being different or unconventional
What the hell am I doing here?
Raising existential questions about one's purpose or presence
I don't belong here
Feeling out of place and not fitting in with the current situation
I don't care if it hurts
Indifference to potential emotional pain in the pursuit of control
I want to have control
Expressing a desire for control in one's life
I want a perfect body
Expressing a desire for physical perfection
I want a perfect soul
Expressing a desire for spiritual or inner perfection
I want you to notice
Seeking recognition and attention from the person
When I'm not around
Expressing a desire to be noticed and valued when absent
You're so fucking special
Reiterating the person's specialness
I wish I was special
Expressing a longing to be as special as the person
But I'm a creep
Reiterating feelings of being socially awkward or out of place
I'm a weirdo
Repeating the sense of being unconventional or different
What the hell am I doing here?
Revisiting existential questions about purpose and presence
I don't belong here
Reiterating a sense of not belonging
She's running out again
Referring to another person (she) and their actions
She's running out
Repeating the idea of someone running out or escaping
She run run run run
Emphasizing the act of running
Run
Repeating the word "Run" for emphasis
Whatever makes you happy
Expressing a willingness to do whatever makes the person addressed happy
Whatever you want
Offering to fulfill the desires of the person
You're so fucking special
Reiterating the person's specialness
I wish I was special
Expressing a continued longing to be as special as the person
But I don't belong here
Reiterating the sense of not belonging
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