INNER FIRE
Embracing the Night: Phoebe Thestor's Inner Struggle and Fiery Resilience
Lyrics
No popping pills I need a lighter
Refusing to take pills, seeking a lighter instead
Devil in my eyes you can see desire
Displaying evident desire, feeling a connection to the devil
Fighting for my life my angel has retired
In a struggle for survival without the support of an angelic figure
I smoke every night dim my inner fire
Using smoking as a nightly ritual to suppress inner turmoil
Days like these, I get high on trees
Getting high on cannabis to cope with challenging days
Coz I lost myself, hiding from my dreams
Losing oneself while avoiding pursuing personal aspirations
I'm so bad at love all I do is grieve
Experiencing difficulty and sorrow in romantic relationships
Hurt me for the last time you can go and leave
Reaching the limit of tolerance, allowing the person to depart
I don't wanna fight, I just wanna sleep
Desiring rest instead of conflict
I keep chasing jomos money all I see
Chasing money (possibly without fulfillment)
Hide behind the blinds, my security
Using seclusion as a form of protection
Me nataka tu kuficha the anxiety
Desiring only to conceal anxiety
No popping pills I need a lighter
Repeated refusal of pills, seeking a lighter again
Devil in my eyes you can see desire
Continued acknowledgment of desire associated with the devil
Fighting for my life my angel has retired
Struggling for survival with a retired guiding angel
I smoke every night dim my inner fire
Using smoking as a nightly ritual to suppress inner turmoil (repeated)
No popping pills I need a lighter
Repetition of the verses from lines 1-4
Devil in my eyes you can see desire
-Fighting for my life my angel has retired
-I smoke every night dim my inner fire
-Don't wanna brag bout how my life could be
Avoiding boasting about an uncertain future
Coz tomorrow's promise not a guarantee
Realizing the uncertainty of promises about the future
Me nataka tu my mom to be proud of me
Simply desiring to make one's mother proud
That woman is my superhero , me I have to win
Recognizing the mother as a superhero, aiming to succeed for her
Put a smile up on her face ma you hearing me
Striving to bring happiness to the mother
I just hope I live enough to keep my promises
Wishing to live long enough to fulfill promises made
First I gotta keep the darkness out of my mind's reach
Prioritizing keeping negative thoughts away
I need to keep the devil from stealing my sanity
Expressing the need to protect mental stability from negative influences
Yeah
Exclamatory interjection
Uh huh
Expressing agreement or affirmation
Let's go
Encouraging movement or action
Come to me direct, I don't like the disrespect
Desiring straightforwardness, disliking disrespect
Devil on my line saying I should kill myself
Feeling pressured by negative thoughts to end one's life
Told him get in line I'm not gonna give up yet
Resisting succumbing to these negative thoughts
Liquor at the store Brandy calling me again
Being tempted by alcohol, possibly as a coping mechanism
You know I miss you baby only sober for a sec
Expressing a longing for someone while only briefly sober
Get wasted for the night, then go out just like a light
Intending to get intoxicated and then pass out quickly
Damn I'm having fun, I can do this all my life
Enjoying the temporary distraction provided by this lifestyle
Hope I don't lose myself staring at the lights
Fearing losing oneself in the midst of distractions
Yeah
Exclamatory interjection
No popping pills I need a lighter
Repetition of the verses from lines 1-4
Devil in my eyes you can see desire
-Fighting for my life my angel has retired
-I smoke every night dim my inner fire
-No popping pills I need a lighter
Reiteration of the chorus from lines 41-44
Devil in my eyes you can see desire
-Fighting for my life my angel has retired
-I smoke every night dim my inner fire
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