Lyrics
Yeah, well
Expression of acknowledgment or agreement
I lost the love of my life
Feeling the loss of the most significant romantic partner
Now I don't feel amazing, every day done turned to night
Feeling consistently unhappy, as if daytime has turned to darkness
I can't get out of my mind
Unable to stop thinking about something
Spending every day inside when the sun don't shine, yeah
Staying indoors due to emotional distress
I wanna get sedated
Desiring to escape reality through sedation
Driving crazy
Feeling mentally unstable or disturbed
Lately on my mental daily
Recently experiencing mental struggles regularly
Faint and hazy, getting wasted, and I hate it
Feeling faint, unclear, and resorting to excessive drinking
I think I'm braindead
Feeling mentally unresponsive or numb
At home with the family, but the home is feeling vacant
Being physically present with family but emotionally disconnected
I can't even check my phone, I can't even wear my shoes
Unable to focus on routine tasks due to emotional distress
Get reminded every time I find something to do
Constant reminders of the loss hindering any activity
And there ain't much to do, I'm stuck inside this room
Feeling trapped and confined in a space
I can't even hit the fans, 'cause they left me too
Unable to communicate with fans or supporters
I always lose, I'm back to being Piché
Reverting back to a negative state or persona
I always gotta say it 'cause they don't know my name
Constantly needing to assert identity due to lack of recognition
All this shit is a waste
Feeling like everything is pointless
This year gon' be my last if I keep up the pace, goddammit
Expressing a sense of despair and potential self-harm
And I'm sad now
Expressing current emotional state as sadness
I'm in the background
Feeling unnoticed or sidelined
High key, I don't even wanna rap now
No longer motivated to engage in music creation
What could I rap about, how I'm feeling down
Questioning the content of music due to personal distress
When I'm sad ain't nobody wanna hang around
Experiencing social isolation due to emotional state
I think I might just go and end it here
Considering self-harm or suicide as a solution
That feeling in my stomach only feeling I adhere
Adhering to negative emotions as the primary sensation
Used to find these feelings what I feared
Previously feared feelings are now the dominant emotions
But now it's all I've got, and having nothing's getting near
Having nothing else but negative emotions
The love of my life dipped
Loss of a significant romantic partner
And all my big projects got robbed, big rip
Failure or loss in major personal projects
I'll never get a grip
Unable to gain control or stability in life
Broke and lonely, put it on a loop, like aglets
Being financially and emotionally broken and alone
We going through the changes
Experiencing significant life changes
Sitting by myself, I just wanna see some faces
Yearning for social interaction
I'm on that nightlife heart breaking
Experiencing heartbreak during nighttime activities
Hate me more than ever, I just wanna hit the quit, goddammit
Feeling the urge to give up, frustration, or despair
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