Lyrics
Nobody sees me in my house
Nobody observes me within the confines of my home.
Nobody leaves me in my house
No one abandons me within my residence.
No one deceives me in my house
No one tricks or deceives me while I am at home.
Everything’s easy in my house
Everything feels uncomplicated within the walls of my house.
No one but me here in my house
I am the sole presence in my residence.
Nobody hears me in my house
No one is attentive to me while I am at home.
I shout loud
I express myself loudly.
Kick all the doors and scream the house down
I forcefully open doors and vocalize loudly, expressing intense emotions.
Blow the floor out
I figuratively break down barriers and express myself freely.
Do what I want here in my house
I have the freedom to do as I please within the confines of my house.
The only one here in my house
I am the only person present in my house.
No one to love here in my house
There is no one to love within my residence.
So I wait
I endure a period of waiting.
Weathered through it all you never came
I endured difficulties, but you never returned.
Waited through the wind, the storm, the rain
I waited through adverse conditions, hoping for your return.
Promised you’d come back to me again
You promised to come back to me again.
Let me live the lie you left to lay
Allow me to live the false reality you left behind.
I build a wall around my pain
I constructed emotional barriers to shield myself from pain.
Swore I’d never let you in again
I vowed never to let you back into my life.
Every brick and mortar that I made
Every emotional barrier and protection I built.
All the sand and stone where I have stayed
Refers to the emotional foundations where I have endured difficulties.
Nobody comes here to my house
No one visits my house anymore.
(Anymore)
Emphasizing the absence of visitors.
They keep out
People are kept outside my residence.
No one belongs here at my house
No one is welcome in my house; it is now exclusively mine.
It’s mine now
Asserting ownership and control over the house.
No one to phone me at my house
No one contacts me via phone within my home.
No one to hold me at my house
No one provides emotional support or comfort within my residence.
Maybe I’m lonely at my house
Expressing a potential feeling of loneliness.
So I wait
I continue to wait for something or someone.
Weathered through it all you never came
I endured difficulties, but you never returned (repeated).
Waited through the wind, the storm, the rain
I waited through challenging times, hoping for your return (repeated).
Promised you’d come back to me again
You promised to come back to me again (repeated).
Let me live the lie you left to lay
Allow me to live the false reality you left behind (repeated).
I build a wall around my pain
I constructed emotional barriers to shield myself from pain (repeated).
Swore I’d never let you in again
I vowed never to let you back into my life (repeated).
Every brick and mortar that I made
Every emotional barrier and protection I built (repeated).
All the sand and stone where I have stayed
Refers to the emotional foundations where I have endured difficulties (repeated).
I never wanted it this way
I did not desire the situation to unfold in this manner.
Told me that your love was here to stay
You assured me that your love would endure.
Said you had to leave to go away
You mentioned the necessity to depart and go away.
Told me you’d come back a better day
You promised a return on a better day.
You were gone too long, too lost, too late
You were absent for an extended period, too lost, and too late.
By the time the sun had come to stay
By the time a positive change arrived, I had built emotional barriers.
I’d built a wall around my pain
I surrounded myself with emotional defenses, destined to endure.
Inside these four walls forever stay
Within these four walls, I remain indefinitely.
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