Lyrics
Thinking is killing me slowly
Feeling overwhelmed by the burden of thoughts
A darkness like I've never known
Experiencing a profound darkness or despair
I don't know if you can help me
Expressing uncertainty about receiving assistance
I think it's better if you go
Suggesting that separation might be beneficial
Doctor, see I'm so pathetic
Describing oneself as pitiful or helpless
Can you give me anaesthetic
Requesting a numbing agent from a medical professional
Thinking is killing me
Reiterating the mental strain and toll of overthinking
And I'm finding it hard to breathe
Struggling to breathe due to mental distress
They're all in awe of her
Others admire a female figure
But she lives on morphia
The woman relies on morphia (possibly metaphorical for escape)
She lives on morphia
Repetition of the woman's reliance on morphia
Body doesn't even fit me
Feeling disconnected from one's own body
Ripped and torn around the seams
Body physically damaged or distressed
Where I've tried hard to escape me
Struggling to break free from oneself
Grieved over my hopes and dreams
Mourning the loss of aspirations and dreams
Why can't it be enough
Questioning why existence isn't sufficient on its own
Simply just to be
Desiring simplicity and contentment in being
Standing still
Metaphorically standing still, not progressing
Eyes wide open
Being observant and aware
Doctor, see I'm so pathetic
Reiterating feelings of inadequacy to a doctor
Can you give me anaesthetic
Seeking anesthesia as a form of escape or relief
Thinking is killing me
Reiterating the mental strain and toll of overthinking
And I'm finding it hard to breathe
Continued difficulty in breathing due to mental distress
They're all in awe of her
Others admire a female figure
But she lives on morphia
Repetition of the woman's reliance on morphia
She lives on morphia
-Lipgloss smiles are all facade
Describing superficiality behind lipgloss smiles
Chemicals brighten up the dark
Chemicals being used to brighten a dark situation
Doctor, see I'm so pathetic,
Expressing feelings of inadequacy to a doctor
Can you give me anaesthetic
Seeking anesthesia as a form of escape or relief
Thinking is killing me
Reiterating the mental strain and toll of overthinking
And I'm finding it hard to breathe
Continued difficulty in breathing due to mental distress
They're all in awe of her
Others admire a female figure
But she lives on morphia
Repetition of the woman's reliance on morphia
She lives on morphia
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