Lyrics
I'm pulling out my hair counting the days
I'm experiencing extreme frustration or stress, counting the passing days.
I've thought up how to die in half a million ways
I've contemplated numerous ways to end my life.
I saw your pictures floating on my screen
I saw images of you on my screen.
I wanted to cry I wanted to scream
I felt an overwhelming urge to cry and scream.
Cause when you lose your sense of self
Losing a sense of identity.
You become somebody else
This loss transforms me into someone else.
Take the pieces you've found back
Collect the pieces of yourself and retrieve them.
And reclaim
Emphasizing the act of reclaiming one's identity.
My fingertips are bleeding I bite my lips
My fingers are injured, and I'm suppressing the urge to speak.
I just can't help the feeling, I want to resist
Feeling a strong desire to resist something.
Tell all your friends I'm crazy, like most other girls
Spread the word that I'm perceived as crazy, like many other girls.
Well I don't care if you hate me, you make me wanna hurl
Indifference to being disliked, expressing strong dislike.
Cause when you lose your sense of self
Reiteration of the impact of losing one's identity.
You become somebody else
Repeating the transformation into someone else.
Take the pieces you've found back
Reiterating the need to reclaim oneself.
And reclaim
Reclaiming one's sense of self.
Reclaim
Repeating the importance of reclaiming.
If you told my friends what you told me
If you revealed what you told me to my friends, they would dislike you.
They would hate you too
Suggesting negative actions or statements from the other person.
But if you're feeling kind of lonely
Implying a willingness to help if the other person is lonely.
I guess that means that you should call me
Encouraging a call if lonely, but with a change in tone.
So if you're feeling kind of lonely
Advising against calling when lonely.
Don't think that you should ever call me
Rejecting the idea of being in a romantic relationship.
I never wanted to be your girlfriend
Explicitly stating the disinterest in being a girlfriend.
I never wanted to do the things that you wanted to do
Expressing unwillingness to engage in desired activities.
I never wanted to be your boyfriend
Rejecting the role of a boyfriend.
I never wanted to be around you but I felt like I had to
Feeling compelled to be around despite the lack of desire.
When you lose your sense of self
Reiteration of the impact of losing one's identity.
You become somebody else
Repeating the transformation into someone else.
Take the pieces you've found back
Reiterating the need to reclaim oneself.
And reclaim
Reclaiming one's sense of self.
Reclaim
Repeating the importance of reclaiming.
If you told your friends what you told me
If you revealed what you told me to your friends, they would dislike you.
They would hate you too
Suggesting negative actions or statements from the other person.
So if you're feeling kind of lonely
Encouraging a call if lonely, but with a change in tone.
Don't think that you should ever call me
Advising against calling when lonely.
So if you're feeling kind of lonely
Rejecting the idea of being in a romantic relationship.
Don't think that you should ever call me
Explicitly stating not to call when lonely.
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