Lyrics
I learned from my mistakes
I have gained knowledge from my past errors.
A lot from my despair
I have learned a significant amount from my moments of extreme unhappiness.
Pain is my own lair
Pain is my personal dwelling or refuge.
I thought I was strong
I believed I possessed strength.
Until I felt this shiver
My perception of strength wavered when I experienced a chilling sensation.
Chasing me forever
This unsettling feeling has been persistently pursuing me.
Give me some help I’m going blind
I am seeking assistance as I feel a loss of vision.
I can’t breathe I can’t rise
I'm struggling to breathe and rise.
Give me some help I’m going blind
Reiteration of the plea for help due to impending blindness.
Pill after pill
Emphasizing the reliance on medication, possibly as a coping mechanism.
Give me some help, I’m going blind
Continued plea for assistance, reiterating the threat of losing sight.
Can’t breathe, I can’t rise
Reiteration of the struggle to breathe and rise.
Give me some help, I’m going blind
Repetition of the urgent request for help and the associated difficulties.
Can’t breathe, I can’t rise
Repetition of the physical and metaphorical challenges faced.
I’ve learned from my mistakes
Reflecting on the acquisition of knowledge from mistakes and extensive suffering.
And much from suffering
Additional reflection on the lessons learned through intense pain.
Are they my own grave
Questioning if the suffering is leading to one's own grave or downfall.
Pill after pill
Reiteration of reliance on pills, possibly indicating a struggle with mental health.
This soul is disconnecting
Sensation of detachment from one's soul or self.
It’s becoming harder to be part of this circus
Expressing the increasing difficulty of participating in the chaos or absurdity of life.
Can’t feel anything
Feeling numb and disconnected from emotions.
But this fucking pain
The predominant feeling is intense pain, overshadowing other emotions.
Animating me
The pain is described as an animated force influencing daily life.
Every fucking day
The pain is a constant presence in daily existence.
I’m closing my eyes
Choosing to close one's eyes, possibly to escape or avoid reality.
And drowning in my scars
Metaphorically sinking into the emotional wounds and traumas.
Oh this cold is familiar
The cold is recognized as a familiar sensation associated with suffering.
Suffering is a close friend of mine
Suffering is acknowledged as a close and constant companion.
Give me some help I’m going blind
Repetition of the plea for help due to the impending loss of sight.
Can’t breathe I can’t rise
Reiteration of the struggles with breathing and rising.
Give me some help I’m going blind
Continued urgency in the request for assistance.
Can’t breathe I can’t rise
Repetition of the physical and emotional challenges faced.
Blind
Repetition of the word "Blind," possibly symbolizing a state of darkness, both physically and metaphorically.
Blind
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