For No One
Unveiling the Melancholy: Portal-Hex's Journey of Self-Reflection and Redemption
Lyrics
Push away everyone I love
Rejecting those dear to me
Waste away on these songs for no one
Spending time creating music without an audience
Channeling the present that was
Recalling a past moment or feeling
Me at Sixteen, in the Priory of Sion
A reference to oneself at 16 in a specific place
That was back when I was really living
Reflecting on a time when life felt more vibrant
Now you're the gift that keeps on giving
Now, the person addressed is the source of joy
Hyper heart life
Intense, fast-paced existence
I don't feel alive
An emotional numbness or detachment from life
Portal-Hex will be my own demise
Belief that the artist's creation will lead to their downfall
Push away everyone I love
Reiteration of distancing oneself from loved ones
Waste away on these songs for no one
Continuing to create music without an audience
He said it'd be a blessing
A suggestion that losing all work would be beneficial
If all my work burned
Expressing the potential positive aspect of losing past work
Cuz I'd have to start over
Feeling stuck in the creative process
Cuz I was getting hung up
Feeling hindered by unfinished work
I wouldn't have shit to finish
Not having any material to complete or hold onto
I wouldn't have shit to cherish
Lamenting the lack of completed creations to cherish
It's just another bad iteration
Viewing one's current work as unsatisfactory
It's just another incompletion
Seeing the current work as another incomplete piece
Push away everyone I love
Continuing to distance oneself from loved ones
Waste away on these songs for no one
Continuing to create music without an audience
I hate everything I've done
Strong dislike for one's own accomplishments
But I have to finish what I've begun
Obligation to complete ongoing work despite dislike
I live in
Existing in the shadow of someone's music and its impact
The shadows of
Living in the influence of another's creative output
What you sing
Impact of someone else's song and the happiness it brings
And the joy it brings
Asserting the personal nature of the music being created
This is for me and not for thee
Emphasizing that the music is for oneself
This is my music
Stating ownership and personal connection to the music
Hyper heart life
Fast-paced, intense existence
I don't feel alive
Feeling emotionally disconnected from life
Portal-Hex will be my own demise
Belief that the artist's creation will lead to their downfall
Push away everyone I love
Repeating the act of distancing from loved ones
Waste away on these songs
Continuing to create music without an audience
For no one
Creating music without an audience or appreciation
Push away everyone that I love, push away
Repeating the act of pushing away those loved
Waste away on these songs for no one, for no one
Reiterating creating music without an audience
I hate everything I, I hate everything I've done
Strongly disliking past achievements
Gotta finish what I've begun, what I've begun
Feeling obligated to complete ongoing work
Push away everyone I love
Continuing to distance oneself from loved ones
Waste away on these songs for no one
Continuing to create music without an audience
I hate everything I
Strong dislike for past actions and creations
Gotta finish what I've begun
Feeling obligated to complete ongoing work despite dislike
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