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You said you loved him
You expressed love for someone else.
Your friend gave me a Trojan
Your friend betrayed me with deceit (Trojan horse).
So I went back to where I was from
I returned to my origin or previous state.
And spoke a different language for twelve months
I communicated using a different language for a year.
If this is moving on
If moving forward means this, I prefer staying where I am.
I think I'd rather stay still
I find comfort in staying still rather than progressing.
I'll find joy in your own
I will discover happiness independently.
So I won't and you will
I won't find joy in the same way you will.
Jennifer, hope she's happier now
Wishing Jennifer happiness in her current state.
One of us leaves first that's how it always works out
In relationships, one person usually leaves first.
Jennifer, I will myself to quiet down
I compel myself to silence and acceptance.
Guess I could stalk and follow
I could resort to stalking and observing from a distance.
And watch you living from afar
Observing your life from afar.
I'll warm the hole in my hollow bloodstream
Finding solace in the emptiness within me.
What a pretty house, I'm living in my car
Despite appearances, my life is not glamorous; I'm struggling.
Jennifer, hope she's happier now
Repeating the wish for Jennifer's happiness.
One of us leaves first that's how these things work out
In relationships, someone always leaves first.
Jennifer, I will myself to quiet down
Continuing the inner struggle for calmness.
Can't stay in one place for just one
Unable to stay in one place for long.
Second, always finding new places to be from
Constantly seeking new places and identities.
Stuck in a double life, you died a thousand times, I was made to hurt you
Trapped in a dual existence, causing repeated emotional pain.
Can't stay in one place for just one
Continuing the theme of restlessness and constant change.
Second, always finding new places to be from
Reiterating the struggle with stability and identity.
Stuck in a double life, you died a thousand times, I was made to hurt you
Re-emphasizing the cyclical nature of emotional suffering.
Jennifer, hope she's happier now
Repeating the desire for Jennifer's happiness.
One of us leaves first that's how it always works out
Reiterating the inevitability of someone leaving in relationships.
Jennifer, I will myself to quiet down
Persisting in the effort to calm oneself internally.
Jennifer, I remember leaving your house
Recalling a specific memory of leaving Jennifer's house.
Jennifer, hope she's happier now
Wishing Jennifer ongoing happiness.
One of us leaves first that's leaves first that's how these things work out
Highlighting the common occurrence of one person leaving in relationships.
Jennifer, I will myself to quiet down
Continuing the inner struggle to find peace.
Jennifer, oh Jennifer
Repeating Jennifer's name, possibly emphasizing the emotional connection.
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