Lyrics
You really changed up (changed up)
You've undergone a significant change.
You showed me no love (no love)
You didn't express love or affection.
I thought I hit a home run (home run)
Thought I had a great achievement, but it fell apart.
Cause you left me starstruck (starstruck)
Your departure left me amazed and disappointed.
But I guess you was like the rest (ooo)
You turned out to be similar to others.
Felt like you put a bullet in my chest (in my chest)
Felt like a sudden and intense emotional blow.
I really tried I did my best (yea)
I genuinely put in effort and tried my best.
But I guess it wasn't enough for u
My efforts weren't sufficient for you.
So I take back the I miss u's
Reclaiming the "I miss you" statements.
All the I love you's
Retracting the expressions of love.
Cause there's nothing I can do
Feeling helpless because there's nothing more to do.
But honestly this ain't nothing new
This situation isn't new to me, honestly.
Cheating n didn't have a clue
Discovered cheating without prior knowledge.
Messed me up no we not cool
Your actions hurt me, and we're not on good terms.
I know that's it's him that you would choose
Realizing you would choose someone else over me.
What you did to me was so crude
Your actions towards me were harsh and unrefined.
Didn't lie to you I told the truth
I didn't lie, I was truthful to you.
You cheated wit my homie
You cheated with a friend of mine.
Fake love is what you showed me
You only showed me fake love.
Shit I really miss the old me
Missing the person I used to be.
But now I feeling lonely
Current feeling of loneliness.
Time really moving slowly
Time feels like it's passing slowly.
You said I was your only
You claimed I was your only.
You a Clown for that low-key
You're acting foolishly and insensitively.
Gotta boss up like I'm Kobe
Stepping up and taking control like Kobe Bryant.
New outfit I really looking stark like I'm Tony
Adopting a new and bold style like Tony Stark.
Barley do weed I don't mess wit that codeine
Avoiding drugs like weed and codeine.
Gotta be a playa cause that's what you showed me
Becoming a player because that's what I've learned.
Won't do that again no I ain't no dummy
I won't repeat the same mistakes; I'm not naive.
Choose a bag before love I do it every time
Prioritizing material gain over love consistently.
Use to choose love before I ain't gonna lie
Previously, love took precedence, but not anymore.
But now I changed up n I'm doing just fine
I've changed, and I'm doing well now.
Look at you different use to think you was a dime
Your image has changed in my eyes.
I wish something or someone could jus take this pain away
Wishing for relief from emotional pain.
Anxiety and panic attacks I wish they would fade away
Struggling with anxiety and panic attacks.
No we are not the same
We're not alike.
Working hard all day
Working hard throughout the day for a small reward.
Just for a lil change
Putting in effort for a modest change in circumstances.
But we eating so it's okay
We may not have much, but at least we're eating.
Sleeping on the ground I remember those days
Recalling difficult times of sleeping on the ground.
But I'm happy that I have somewhere to lay
Grateful for having a place to sleep now.
Here from the beginning n I know he gon stay
Been here from the start, and I know my new partner will stay.
Might start trusting people because of my new bae
Considering trusting people again due to my new significant other.
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