Lyrics
Run, run, run, run, run from the golden sun
Escaping from the positive aspects of life symbolized by the "golden sun."
Times are black and mild like the ash all up on my blunt
Life is dark and mellow, comparing it to the ash on a blunt.
Overripened, I'm forgotten, smoke in the air, I dissipate
Feeling overripe and forgotten, dissipating like smoke, possibly indicating a sense of insignificance.
Speaking to a greater force, like take me, all up off this Earth
Desire to be taken away from Earth by a greater force.
When I turned 17, ego deathin', my rebirth
Underwent a transformative experience at 17, a metaphorical death and rebirth of the ego.
I meditate, might medicate, foreshadowing my fuckin death hoe
Mixing meditation and medication, foreshadowing death, possibly through self-destructive habits.
Like shattered glass all to my throat, writing my own name in the Death Note
Feeling like life is fragile, possibly contemplating self-harm, referencing "Death Note."
Is there a way, that I can cope, still fuckin numb all the trauma from dope
Struggling to cope with trauma, seeking a way to numb the pain.
Its namaste till my dying day, in Nirvana like Kurt Cobain
Expressing a spiritual greeting ("namaste") until death, likening to Kurt Cobain's tragic end.
Still fantasize about a shotty, pointed to my fuckin face
Still daydreaming about suicide, highlighting ongoing mental struggles.
Suicidal ideation, hanginh in the fuckin basement
Explicitly mentions suicidal thoughts and being in a dark place.
Take me away, t-t-take me away
Yearning to be taken away from the pain and struggles.
Wait, if I'm you... are you me?
Raising questions about identity and self-reflection.
Why yes! All is
An affirmation that the speaker is addressing themselves.
When I turned 18, few months later, lost my other half
Losing a significant part of oneself at 18, possibly a person or an aspect of life.
I'm flammable like kerosene, wondering what the fuck is happening?
Feeling emotionally volatile, wondering about the chaos in life.
Still struggling, with depression, anxiety, live in the present but dwell on the past
Battling with mental health issues, struggling to live in the present and haunted by the past.
Cling to my soul, bitch you know I will sever thee
Expressing a commitment to severing a connection to something toxic or negative.
Fuck counting backwards, my conscious at war
Internal conflict, with the consciousness at war.
Angels are coming, they phase thru the doors
Anticipating a significant event, possibly a negative one ("angels") entering the speaker's life.
Feed off the thought of the negative energies
Drawn to negative thoughts and energies.
Demons are not what the Christians depict to be
Rejecting traditional views of demons, suggesting a more personal interpretation.
Been stealing since like fourteen, not from the people, just from all the companies
Admitting to a history of theft since a young age, distinguishing targets as companies, not individuals.
Aint talk bout mom, pop stores, like OTC's, finna pop those
Mentioning substance abuse, referring to the intent to use over-the-counter drugs.
Sum like syrup, talking maple, my antidote, stained on my clothes
Using substances as a coping mechanism, leaving a visible mark on the speaker's life.
Aint ride around with no fucking hoe, just me, myself on top the world
Choosing solitude over superficial relationships, feeling empowered.
My energy aligns with Saturn hoe, jus climbing down my fucking ladder yo
Aligning personal energy with the planet Saturn, symbolizing discipline and hardship.
Envision a door, and I'm going right through, regress to a past life, ain't none of this new
Imagining transcending current circumstances and revisiting past experiences.
Stuck in Machinescape, I'm looking like you
Feeling trapped in a mechanized and dehumanized reality, resembling others.
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