Sanity
Journey through Lost Sanity: A Melodic Odyssey of Pain and Redemption
Lyrics
Sanity, I lost all of my vanity
Expressing the loss of self-importance and self-worth.
Playing the crowds of sold out shows
Describing the experience of performing in front of full audiences.
Everybody knows that alcohol numbs the pain
Acknowledging the common knowledge that alcohol is used to numb emotional pain.
And I've been far from home for so long
Expressing being away from home for an extended period.
Disassociation tears at my throat
Describing a sense of detachment causing emotional distress.
My mind is in a world of its own
Indicating a state of mental isolation.
I just want to fall Back asleep
Expressing a desire to escape reality and find solace in sleep.
Pain, I'll take it any other way, it's not enough to feel the same as I did last year oh no
Preferring any other form of pain over the current emotional state, reflecting discontent with personal growth.
The sky, in turn turns black and feels uncontrolled, and I can't feel my heart or my soul, and does Nobody know depression takes hold
Describing a profound sense of darkness, loss of emotions, and the grip of depression.
I'm feeling okay
Contradicting the negative feelings by stating an okay emotional state.
but I'm sicker today I'm sick I'm insane,
Emphasizing a decline in mental health, using terms like "sick" and "insane."
I pick up the pace
Increasing activity or energy to cope with external expectations.
Because everybody wants me to know
Feeling pressure from others to express oneself.
what I'm gonna say
Highlighting the challenge of meeting others' expectations in communication.
I'm feeling myself, I'm feeling myself like nobody else, and when my time comes you best believe I'm going to hell, and enjoy my stay
Expressing self-acceptance despite the consequences, possibly alluding to a rebellious attitude.
To all of those, who think they're all alone, don't try to bite the bullet, just try to stay woke, and though the sun will set the east will have its glow
Encouraging those who feel isolated to stay aware and endure challenges, with optimism for a better future.
I've tried before, to let you go, but it's your smile and scent that imma miss the most, totally honest now I think my life's a joke
Acknowledging attempts to move on from someone, but the impact of their positive aspects persists, leading to self-reflection and a sense of humor about life.
Sanity, I lost all of my vanity
Reiteration of the loss of self-importance and self-worth.
Playing the crowds of sold out shows
Revisiting the experience of performing for large audiences.
Everybody knows that alcohol numbs the pain
Reaffirming the numbing effect of alcohol on emotional pain.
And I've been far from home for so long
Reiterating the prolonged separation from home.
Disassociation tears at my throat
Continuation of the emotional distress caused by disassociation.
My mind is in a world of its own
Emphasizing the isolated state of the mind.
I just want to fall Back asleep
Repeating the desire for escape through sleep.
Sanity, I lost all of my vanity
Final repetition of the loss of self-importance and self-worth.
Playing the crowds of sold out shows and
Revisiting the experience of performing for large audiences.
Everybody knows that alcohol will numb the pain
Restating the common knowledge that alcohol can numb emotional pain.
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