just a phase
Navigating Turmoil: Seeking Solace Amidst Life's Struggles
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I could put this down if I wanted to go,
I have the option to move on, but I choose not to.
But no as you know I don’t wanna go home…
I don't want to go home.
Home is the place where,
Home is where I am alone.
I am by myself…
Cause when the place is quiet I can hear my mind,
Silence allows me to hear my troubled thoughts.
And my oh my my mind ain’t fine…
My mind is not in a good state.
I left my teens in 2019
I left my teenage years in 2019.
And I’m 20 in the 20’s so 2020 please…
Now in my 20s, I hope for a better 2020.
Reach down and give me some luck,
Requesting luck to improve my situation.
So I can stop feeling fucked
Desire to stop feeling distressed.
Oh yeah my last year sucked and I’m giving up…
Last year was challenging, contemplating giving up.
I need a helping hand, I’m doing all that I can…
Seeking help but doing all that is within my power.
Reach down and give me some luck,
Requesting luck again to alleviate distress.
So I can stop feeling fucked… Oh…
Continuing the desire to stop feeling distressed.
Hiding from my friends so I tell em no,
Avoiding friends to prevent bringing them down.
But the truth is they’re high I don’t wanna bring em low…
The truth is they are high, and I don't want to influence them negatively.
Low is the place where,
Being alone in a low state of mind.
I am by myself…
The only thing left that we have in common,
Commonality with others is seeking pills for personal problems.
We’re coming for pills but mines for my problems…
Referencing the shared pursuit of relief through pills.
Two in the morning and two for lunch I take,
Taking pills at specific times during the day.
Two for dinner and two just for fun…
Using pills for dinner and recreation.
Reach down and give me some luck,
Asking for luck to overcome distress.
So I can stop feeling fucked
Desire to end feelings of being messed up.
Oh yeah my last year sucked and I’m giving up…
Reflecting on a challenging past year and contemplating giving up.
I need a helping hand, I’m doing all that I can…
Despite efforts, seeking assistance to improve the situation.
Reach down and give me some luck,
Requesting luck again to alleviate distress.
So I can stop feeling fucked… Oh…
Continuing the desire to stop feeling distressed.
Mum said with tears in her eyes… it’ll be alright…
Mother reassures that everything will be okay.
It’ll go away… its just a phase
Assurance that the difficult situation is just a temporary phase.
Dad got mad said look at everything that you have…
Father expresses frustration, emphasizing current blessings.
It’ll go away… its just a phase
Similar reassurance that the challenging phase will pass.
Doc said take more pills double your dosage a day…
Medical advice to increase medication for a temporary phase.
It’ll go away… its just a phase…
Reiteration that the difficult situation is temporary.
Reach down and give me some luck,
Requesting luck again for relief.
So I can stop feeling fucked
Desire to stop feeling distressed.
Oh yeah my last year sucked and I’m giving up…
Reflecting on a challenging past year and contemplating giving up.
I need a helping hand, I’m doing all that I can…
Despite efforts, seeking assistance to improve the situation.
Reach down and give me some luck,
Requesting luck again to alleviate distress.
So I can stop feeling fucked… Oh…
Continuing the desire to stop feeling distressed.
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