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I'm at a very bad place with myself right now
I am currently in a difficult emotional state.
I can hardly get any sleep at night
I struggle to sleep at night.
but I won't cry its just Im not in the best mood for now won't lie
I won't cry; it's just that I am not in the best mood right now, being honest about it.
its just a really sad time now, a really sad time now
It's a very sad period in my life.
a couple of years ago I used to get high then
A few years ago, I used to use substances to feel euphoria.
but that didn't help it just made more unwell
However, that didn't help; it made me feel worse.
I'm not sure who to tell
I'm unsure whom to confide in.
I can't stand just small crowds get too loud
I can't tolerate being in large, noisy crowds.
It's just a very mad time now, a very mad time now
It's a very frustrating and angry period in my life.
let's hope its summer sadness and it will pass
Optimistically, let's hope it's just a temporary sadness associated with summer, and it will pass.
cause I wont be in for another shit winter to get past
I don't want to go through another difficult winter.
some woman told me I'm fine
Someone told me I'm okay; I just need some fresh air.
you just need some fresh air
Don't be upset; improve your vitamin levels by spending time outdoors.
don't be mad get your vitamin levels up
The advice seems insincere; give me time to process my feelings.
what a lie give me time
Being sad is not equivalent to being angry; I am just sad.
oh to be sad I'm not mad
It's a very sorrowful time in my life.
it's just a very sad time now, a very sad time now
Reiteration of the intense sadness in the current period.
a very sad time now, a very sad time now
Further emphasis on the ongoing deep sadness.
lets hope its summer sadness and it will pass
Repeating the hope that the summer sadness is temporary and will fade away.
cause I wont be in for another shit winter to get past
Expressing a desire to avoid going through another difficult winter.
lets hope its summer sadness and it will pass
Reiterating the hope that the summer sadness will eventually pass.
cause I wont be in for another shit winter to get past
Reaffirming the reluctance to face another challenging winter.
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