Anxiety
Navigating the Depths: Primo Danger's Reflection on Inner Struggles
Lyrics
I fought the war I never wanted
I faced a war I never desired or sought
Now I'm stuck within this prison
Now I find myself trapped in this metaphorical prison
Wish I could be a free fish in the sea
Desire to be free like a fish in the sea
And you could leave me as be
Wishing for freedom and to be left alone
I fight the fight that keeps me footed
Fighting battles necessary to stay grounded
Forking over all my honors
Sacrificing achievements momentarily
That I had ditched just for a moment
Abandoning accomplishments briefly
Cause all these fucking fears are growing now
Intense fears are growing and overwhelming
The mansion within my head collapsed and
The mental construct collapses like a mansion
There were sadly no survivors
No survivors in the wreckage of the mind
Just graves of cells that were all never meant to exist until
Graves of cells not meant to exist until now
All of the graves had dug themselves up
Graves resurrect, filling the mind again
Leaving the mind to fill back up
Mind replenishes, expanding what was lost
Expanding what had been gone
Recovery process, bringing back what was gone
The story never ends now does it?
Life's narrative continues endlessly
And its a pulse that pounds so thorough
A strong and thorough pulse persists
As the resilience burrows
Resilience persists, digging deep
Telling all these feelings to stop...
Commanding emotions to cease
Go
An imperative to stop
I don't think that I can want myself
Doubtful of self-love and love for others
Or thus anyone else
Difficulty in giving what is not felt
Hard to give away what you can't feel
Suppressed emotions, sealed tightly
Suppressed and gripped to seal
Doubtful of self-love and love for others
I don't think that I can want myself
Difficulty in giving what is not felt
Or thus anyone else
Suppressed emotions, sealed tightly
Hard to give away what you can't feel
Panic grows, indifference weakens
Suppressed and gripped to seal
The quill (symbolic of expression) reflects inner turmoil
Panic expands indifference falters
Fearful declaration, contrary to the younger self
The quill is jagged with my flutters
Imagining an outlawed place
For the frightful manifesto
Feeling trapped with no escape
The young me never thought I would give
Experiencing the harsh reality
Imagine a place you feel outlawed
Visualizing a place where dreams perish
And there's truly no escaping
A vivid and inescapable experience
Through these eyes that fucking live it
Living through challenging perspectives
A place where all your dreams will go die
A place where dreams meet their end
Now it's a tremor that beats so thorough
An intense and thorough tremor
As the resilience burrows
Resilience persists, digging deep
Telling all these feelings to stop...
Commanding emotions to cease
Go
An imperative to stop
I don't think that I can be myself
Doubtful of being true to oneself
Or with anyone else
Uncertain about connections with others
Hard to give away what you can't feel
Difficulty in giving what is not felt
Suppressed and gripped to seal
Suppressed emotions, sealed tightly
I don't think that I can want myself
Doubtful of being true to oneself
Or thus anyone else
Uncertain about connections with others
Hard to give away what you can't think
Difficulty in expressing what is not thought
This ship is set to sink!
A metaphorical ship destined to sink
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