Lyrics
Lately I've been losing sleep but winning my life back
Lately, I've been experiencing sleepless nights, but I am reclaiming control of my life.
When my dreams turned to misery and life has turned to dark
My dreams have become distressing, and life has taken a dark turn.
You know I've always been the one
I have always been the person who listens to what I am told.
Who always seemed to listen what I'm told
Continuing from the previous line, I tend to follow instructions and advice.
Can't believe it took so long
It's surprising that it took me a considerable amount of time to reach my current position.
To get where I'm standing now
I have finally achieved a significant standing in life.
Always thought it was so wrong
I always believed that my journey was morally incorrect.
Trying to keep these voices down
I struggled to silence the conflicting voices within me.
Got a ringin' in my head and a buzzin' in my brain
I have persistent ringing in my head and a constant buzzing in my brain.
Never get out of my mind and it's alright by me
Thoughts never leave my mind, but I have come to accept and be okay with it.
Change of plan, no more pact with the devil
I've decided to change my plans and break any deals or alliances with negative influences.
You're all the same, a pack of wolves nothing special
Addressing others as similar and not exceptional, possibly referring to negative influences as a pack of wolves.
I'm all to blame for being this vulnerable
I take responsibility for being vulnerable and susceptible to negative influences.
Now who's the rebel, who's the rebel now ?
Pondering who is the true rebel now after breaking free from negative influences.
So long
A declaration of bidding farewell to the past and the struggles faced.
To get where I'm standing now
Reiterating the achievement of a significant position in life.
Always thought it was so wrong
Reflecting on the belief that the journey was morally incorrect.
Trying to keep these voices down
Acknowledging the difficulty in silencing conflicting internal voices.
Got a ringin' in my head and a buzzin' in my brain
Describing the persistent mental noise with ringing and buzzing.
Never get out of my mind and it's alright by me
Acceptance of the constant presence of thoughts in the mind.
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