Deep End
Rising from the Depths: Unaverage Gang's Journey Through Hell
Lyrics
Back then when my shit stopped
Reflecting on a difficult period when personal matters were halted.
We always movin on to the next drop
Continuously moving forward to the next phase or challenge.
I’m never tryin to look back
Determined not to dwell on the past.
To the streets where the homies could get popped
Avoiding dangerous situations in the neighborhood.
Always tryin to build a side, what’s left inside of me
Striving to build a positive identity despite internal struggles.
And will not be the thing that’s defining me
Refusing to let past experiences define one's identity.
So fuck what you see and how you look at me
Disregarding others' perceptions and judgments.
Better get the facts right, before judgin me
Emphasizing the importance of understanding the facts before passing judgment.
I grew up so low, surrounded by drugs in a shit home
Growing up in challenging circumstances surrounded by drugs.
Many times I just let my mind roam
Allowing the mind to wander as a coping mechanism.
Whatever it took just to get gone
Doing whatever it took to escape difficult situations.
I know that shits in the past
Acknowledging and leaving behind past mistakes.
That shit went by so fast
Reflecting on the swift passage of time.
Many years of wantin to die
Enduring years of emotional pain and thoughts of death.
But I’m glad that shit will never come back
Expressing relief that those dark times are in the past.
And we try to move on
Attempting to move forward despite challenges.
Hangin off the ledge even I try holdin on
Struggling to hold on while facing difficulties.
What the fuck am I doin wrong?
Questioning one's actions and feeling a sense of wrongdoing.
My past creeps, it keeps goin on
The past continues to affect the present.
My message hittin deep
Conveying a powerful message that deeply impacts the listener.
Wake me from my sleep
Yearning to be awakened from a state of numbness.
I’m comatose and paralyzed from what’s around me
Feeling emotionally and physically paralyzed by the surroundings.
True story
Asserting that the story being told is genuine.
Whats up with all the fakeness?
Questioning the prevalence of insincerity and falsehood.
Why can’t they keep it real?
Expressing a desire for genuine, authentic behavior.
Can see right through your bullshit
Seeing through deceit and dishonesty like a broken seal.
Just like a broken seal
Maintaining a defensive stance, not trusting easily.
See I don’t trust no one, I never drop my fuckin shield
Acknowledging the difficulty in trusting others.
The land of torment raining blood down everytime I kill
Describing a challenging environment where violence is prevalent.
Demons that’s living inside of my head
Confronting inner demons affecting mental well-being.
And they telling me that my situation going to worsen
Receiving negative messages about the future from inner struggles.
Gotta get to the top somehow someway, gotta put the work in
Committing to hard work to overcome challenges and reach the top.
Came too far to quit, sacrificed a lot of shit
Expressing commitment and determination despite sacrifices.
All the countless hours spent and I would do it all again
Valuing the effort and time invested, with a willingness to do it again.
Who truly has your back when your life at the all time lowest
Raising questions about the reliability of support during tough times.
It’s devil watching closely as the bodies fill the ocean
Metaphorically describing a sinister presence witnessing suffering.
Fuck religion I loving sinning
Rejecting traditional religious beliefs and embracing a rebellious attitude.
All your fuckin mindsare closed minded
Criticizing closed-mindedness in society.
Blinded mothafuckas realizing that this hell ain't done rising
Observing a rising, ongoing struggle or challenge.
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