Lyrics
I don’t know where I am going
I feel uncertain about my destination.
And I don’t know where I belong
I'm unsure where I fit or belong.
And when I finally get to the good place
Anticipation of reaching a positive state.
Where I can set all of my things down
Desire for a stable and comfortable place.
I think I’ll stay there for a while
Intention to remain in the good place for some time.
I always talk so much about it
I frequently discuss the good place.
You ain’t even brave enough
You lack the courage to pursue it.
Like I’m ready to go
I'm prepared to move forward.
You can’t do it on your own
You can't achieve it alone.
Then I think of the consequences of my actions
Awareness of consequences for my actions.
And it’s not fair to leave you alone
It's unfair to leave someone alone.
But then I imagine all the happiness in letting go of it
Contemplating the joy of letting go.
Surrender again I'm giving in
Choosing to surrender and give in.
But then I think of the guilt and what a trip it’s gonna be when I can feel myself taking my last breath
Considering the guilt and the experience of the final breath.
At least I'll finally feel something again
Anticipating the relief of feeling something again.
Now I’m right where I belong
Feeling that I am in the right place now.
I’m right where I belong
Affirmation of being where I belong.
Back to things the way I like it
Returning to a preferred state of things.
Left, right, left
Symbolic reference to the rhythm of life.
Back to the push and pull of life
Embracing the ups and downs of life.
Sweet mundanity is like friendship with no benefits
Comparing routine to a friendship lacking benefits.
And I need to feel good
Expressing the need for positive feelings.
There’s a world
A world exists in my thoughts.
In my head
Internal world as a mental construct.
Where I go
Referring to a mental escape when avoiding emotions.
When I don’t wanna feel anymore
Using the mental world to avoid emotions.
I forget
Forgetting my true identity.
Who I am
Pretending that everything will end.
And pretend that it’s all gonna end
Fantasy of facing death alone is unsettling.
The fantasy of dying alone is such a terrifying visual
Uncertainty about desiring everything.
I don’t know if I want it all
Questioning the desire for a complete life.
If only I could open my eyes and be home
Wishing to wake up in a familiar place.
Right where I belong
Affirming being in the right place now.
I’m right where I belong
Repetition of being where I belong.
I'm right where I belong
Continued affirmation of being in the right place.
Back in the world
Returning to the external world.
Everybody’s living like it didn’t even happen
People acting as if nothing happened.
Back in the world
Reluctance to return to a repetitive cycle.
I don’t wanna go back to my loop
Aversion to going back to the routine.
Left, right, left
Symbolic reference to life's rhythm.
Back in the world
People acting as if nothing happened (repeated).
Everybody’s living like it didn’t even happen
Reluctance to return to a repetitive cycle (repeated).
Back in the world
People acting as if nothing happened (repeated).
I don’t wanna go back to my loop
Aversion to going back to the routine (repeated).
Left, right, left
Symbolic reference to life's rhythm (repeated).
I don't wanna go back to my loop
Expressing a desire to avoid returning to a routine.
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