Lyrics
wake to piles of ash in the bedroom
Awakening to remnants of destruction in the room
never clean the blood off the walls
Choosing not to erase the evidence of past pain
keep it there to serve as reminders
Keeping these reminders as a haunting presence
nothing can save me, nothing can save me
Feeling beyond rescue or salvation
only with my feet out the window
Contemplating escaping through the window
will you visit
Questioning if someone will come to see
won’t come in though
Anticipating they won't enter
can’t get out of bed in the morning
Struggling with getting out of bed each morning
and you want it
Desiring something from the speaker
but this place don’t feel like home
Expressing the lack of feeling 'at home'
and i can’t take it anymore
Reaching a breaking point due to this feeling
no this place don’t feel like home
Reiterating the sense of not belonging
and i can’t take it any, i can't take it anymore
Intensity of inability to endure the feeling any longer
just cause you heard don’t mean that i’m sharing
Not willing to share despite others knowing
they’re not helping me deal with the problem
Perceiving others' assistance as unhelpful
just don’t want me to be on their conscience
Others avoiding responsibility for the speaker's well-being
so they’re getting inside of my head now
External influences invading the speaker's thoughts
this is a break in
Identifying a breach in the speaker's space
hear what they’re saying
Listening to the voices infiltrating the mind
are you better now?
Questioning someone's current state of being
but what if i am changing
Contemplating personal transformation
what if what i want is different from last night
Wondering if desires have changed overnight
a light
Seeking a glimmer of hope or understanding
and though it might be hard to hear
Struggling to find it in the current environment
i couldn’t find that here
Unable to discover what's sought in the present situation
cause this place don’t feel like home
Reiterating the feeling of displacement
and i can’t take it anymore
Intensifying inability to endure the feeling any longer
i know that i’ll still see you again
Believing in the likelihood of encountering the other again
are you better now?
Reiterating the inquiry about someone's improved state
but i can’t take it anymore
Expressing an inability to continue enduring the situation
if this place don’t feel like home
If there's no sense of belonging, considering departure
then i think i better go
Contemplating leaving to seek a true sense of 'home'
to find a place that feels like
Searching for a place that feels like a true 'home'
find a place that feels like
Emphasizing the search for a place of belonging
home
Stressing the importance of finding a 'home'
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